It hurts, doesn’t it? When you fall in love. It’s like a thousand stabs in the chest. It hurts so much. You think that nothing will ever heal you because it’s so hard to believe. You feel the burden of a thousand worlds on your shoulders. Usually, you can prevent it when it starts. You can find all the bad qualities of the person and try and dislike them. Eventually, it works. But when you don’t know you are falling in love, it hurts the most. He or she makes you laugh and smile. He or she makes you see the beauty in yourself. He or she makes you feel like the best person on planet earth. I fell deeply in love, and there was no one there to guide me. I let my worries go and I laughed with him. I eventually fell for him. It was the worst/best feeling in the world. Then when I was most vulnerable, I let loose and he found out about it. He told me he loved me, but not like I did to him. He told me he loved me, but only as the best friend he never had. Many months of dreaming were finally crushed. Many months of hoping were finally lost. I didn’t lose everything though. In the end, I saved the memories of his smile, his laugh, his beautiful personality. I saved the worst/best feeling in the world.
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