Whoa, I was losing my Nanny badly in ‘13,
She was strugglin’ for her life.
Dying of a heart attack she lived a life God gave to me,
Yo, I write my rhymes like it’s my time to shine.
A strugglin’ she had and I was in tears,
This is just a life God gave to me.
Oh my god, Nanny dying was all my fears,
May God let the rest up there in heavenly peace.
A life God gave to me wasn’t a blessing,
It was getting me through life’s struggles.
God bless me, my parents and my family,
As I rap through this like I got through these struggles.
I don’t smoke dope nor crack cocaine,
This is just a life God gave to me.
Man I rap ‘bout the good in life it’s not that lame,
May I rest up there in heaven when my death may be.
As I tell y’all my struggles,
I don’t want your sympathies.
Lemme tell y’all this it’s simple,
As I give you all my stories.
I have lived a life of death and dishonorably,
Can’t I tell you I lost a lot in my past?
A struggle god gave to me,
Man, I blow this shit ‘til it lasts.
I am just a teenager living with deaths,
Paying god throughout tears and fears.
I cry every day until I got no tears left,
This is a living God gave to me for these years.
It’s no such thing as rhyme or reasoning,
I just live my life throughout the toughest parts.
The life God gave to me is a good thing,
I thank you god and Jesus don’t lemme drift apart.
As I told y’all I lost my Nanny badly in ‘13,
She was the best grandmother a boy like me could have.
Just I wish she didn’t die of a heart attack in misery,
May God let her rest there in heaven lookin down at my life.
It’s a blessing that I have a good family who cares about me,
I am thankful every day and every night for them.
As I am in tears just rememberin my Nanny,
I am never going to stop thinking about her there’s no end.
As a youngin, I had everything I possibly could want,
I had a mommy, daddy, and my wonderful siblings.
A life that God gave to me I don’t want it to end.
I am blessed to have a wonderful family who cares ‘til no endings.
Proudly I am blessed every day I am alive,
It’s been really nice meeting my new step-relatives.
I am hustlin every time I want to get stronger to live,
Because that’s just a life God gave to me I love it like it’s always been.
I know that I have all I need right here in my roofed home,
I grew up learning to not be a retard by every enemy I had.
As this is a living God gave to me I am happy I have a good home,
People don’t feel bad for me, I am living this life and I am glad.
My words I tell you I just hustle it,
Just don’t do any drugs or do stupid things.
The life God gave to me I am lifted.
I am prouder to know I had overprotective parents.
My lord god bless me,
As I have overdone my sins.
A blessing to be very free,
As I am protected like it’s always been.
Please don’t feel very bad for my stories,
I wouldn’t call these stories just happy endings.
Over and over again in my mind of mysteries,
As I am just thankful for my families.
Poetry