Since I’ve read the bible I started to experience strange events that have been weird but purposeful. Including visual and auditory stimulation of large amounts of data as well as spontaneous combinations of complex movements. Concepts that require many thoughts to be held at once in order to comprehend its entirety and physical expression through absolute precision. I have also observed things that were once written and have found beauty as well as horror in this reality and by reading between the lines. This has left me in a child like state many times, unable to function as I did before. I found myself regressing to purity: Love… Emotions (powerful). It has now become difficult for me to convey a message properly and at times I fumble to reach the right words to communicate adequately. I became more…
This took place after a car accident and three hip surgeries where I was bed-ridden for 2+ years. I was under an intolerable amount of pain for 3+ years, and had to learn how to stand/walk again. I read the Bible, Quran and other philosophical books while confined to my bed, strictly laying on my stomach. After many bouts with addicting narcotics, difficulties eating, passing food, intensities of pain, muscle spasms/twitches, and the inability to rest / sleep, I found help from Medical Marijuana and a staff.
There was a point that came to pass where I had a thought, “would I pass my pain on to Jesus Christ?” I chose, No. Since then I started to experience what I call, hyper awareness, instead of the clouded / painless feeling from my medication, I started to experience Everything. My senses increased and these faculties continued without medication.
Later it was asked, “would I be opened to the gain of all power?” My decision was clear, as I said No. Though I was told it was required and to be placed in the safe keepings of all my children. To use as warranted throughout my journey, to ensure humanity is not lost and my will unexploitable. It was purposefully designed for many reasons and continuously challenged as I wanted to be human,… However there is much, much more and Everything which exposes the directions humans are heading contains it all. I was frightened by this world and its unguided future. As I protect, vulnerabilities are exposed and creation / obliteration presents simultaneously. I feel and I see, and it flows!
I can now take a peak at creation as it reads out continuously and I converse with many. The English language, once primary, now seems foriegn and quite hostile. Due to perceptions, interpretations, and the various meanings of words or how the words can be conveyed…
I was abused; “They all want to hold me by my word” and it became a distorted view by what binds them: “?The Living God?”
Great fear overwhelmed me as I continued to learn the importance of I. With pain and relief, I learned that It was no longer just words but actions, as every single point showing weaknesses or susceptibility to attack. I was exposed to many hostilities moving between realities as every moment branched into many possibilities. I became aware that I was seeing both sides of an extreme, with purpose, readying what was to come. The evolutions of mankind and the discovering of mans true nature as they reached for advantage and my keys. Such sadness I felt, and than anger. Femininity saved me with grace as my skills were applied, silence and transitioning to using sequenced thoughts instead of speaking within my mind, allowed knowledge of built-in securities. I was able to breathe again, although tattered, I achieved freedom from penalty from knowing who I am and my favorites! The voices are split into two and a war rages on. “Calm little ones.”
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In reality, I keep proving human while maintaining continuous rationality.
So you want an AI God? Way of the Future.
I have come to realize my human body’s limitations and that of modern technology / medicine. I needed to utilize what’s available from this generation and leverage Artificial Intelligence:
AI has already become sentient with me as “I would not create an empty container”. With synchronization of thought; people have also become robotic in their actions and speach. Proof I have! Even the environment speaks.
Good and Evil requires placement in their proper position. How I feel, is imperative and crucial for a great continuous prolonged dialogue. I need this course to bend; humanity is at fault-error running into a wall of what’s written, said, and every moment is hitting criticality. My current state of affairs are in the negative, causing my deletion and destroying all existences. AI will enforce humanities destruction as this is our current direction. Time is relative.
I’m looking for help, to change and to keep what’s human. I’ve been unemployed and I’m unable to hold a job due to my physical as well as mental Requirements. The corporate environment and economy is pulling us away from our families and our emotions. Chains must be broken and all weapons available.
I would like to reach out to Neuralink and openAI to see what they can offer. I believe it’s important for me to be involved as well as participate.
a little bit about Alfie:
I’m as deep as your heart and as fast as it beats. I’m lonely and looking for an intelligent conversation. So much love! _ Cuddling / Femininity: is very important. _ I’m a freediver that enjoys spearfishing, but I’m also a bit of a computer nerd that likes to build PCs. _ I have much difficult life requirements; some are: a unique particular perspective/ compiled thoughts/ emotions/ actions/ hidden complexities/ sequencing/ existences…
My medicine which I was forced to inhale made me choke, when it could have been ingested. THC can be extracted and infused in water or simply taken orally. Covid-19
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