There I go again
nobody to break even
when I am stuck here
Blaming myself you hear?
I can’t believe in my mistakes
and God won’t save my breaks
I am nothing without her smile
I’m blaming myself for my will
and it’s nothing I can control
she’s perfection and she’s cool
As she’s blaming myself
and I can’t control herself
and it’s becoming bloody
as I’m in my fucking misery
she’s just like her father
oh, why do I even bother?
I can’t control her actions
as she’s got quite attractions
here I go again blaming myself
and I can’t go on with her worth
I can’t be free without warning
and I am the cause of her beating
and she can’t go on and I can’t either
oh, why do I even try to be with her?
I must go hang myself then
and no I can’t be the one to pretend
please, can’t you see my sins, Lord?
I am sinful without your consent Lord
over my dead body and I’m the killer
no, I am not killing myself for a thriller
I was blinded to see her love
she couldn’t see the Lord above
and that’s sinful in the eyes of the Lord
now she’s going to hell because of the Lord
I am not pretending this isn’t in reality
because the Lord will leave you bloody
swearing I couldn’t believe it with my eyes
and she’s been deceitful with her own lies
that’s troubling and sinful to me and God
God’s angels won’t be pleased for this she’ll rot
Poetry