Breathe I tell myself.
Just breathe and hold back the tears.
Do not let them fall here in front of all these people.
No matter what do not let them see you cry.
Hold them back don’t let them fall.
If they see you cry, they will give you the fake smiles and sympathy.
They lie to you and tell you things will get better.
Then you will have to nod along and pretend to understand even though you know things never will.
I tell myself this every time I want to cry. I am tell myself this now.
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Why do you think it’s fake sympathy? I find humans are very sympathetic creatures by nature.
Because some some people just don’t care. They say they do then you find out they used you to get information. Then they spread it around until you feel like a worthless nobody