I fell asleep a human and woke up an immortal. The burning rainbow I left behind in a dream, confused me. It didn’t burn, if anything, it was cold, like some one left all the doors open in the house. It doesn’t cause a shiver but the draft brings a memory, dream, or desire. The more I try to identify them, the more they blend, like that burning rainbow. Each color in their own right but always complimenting another, always creating a new shade. I feel the diffrent layers of myself in the breeze and the ruffling in the distant leaves. I felt the lurking of an old addiction and the loss of an entire family. The forest was my home in one life and animals, the only beings I let come close to me. My past is heavy with pain but it became a key hole through time and I recognized myself today. As if we knew, eventually we would be able to see ourselves. A moment has never felt more intentional and the air sparked with power. Everything seemed right at my disposal, every little detail of my choices, some how became this cultivated plan to get me right here. ” NOT POSSIBLE” my ego reacted and I was bombarded with practical data to justify the assault on my mind. I choked on my thumping heart. Gaining control through my senses, I let the song of a near by bird, carry back to my knees, ” ROW ROW YOUR BOAT GENTLY DOWN THE STREAM” as the song finished playing in my head, the word “GENTLY” rung a bell and all the lights suddenly came back on. I settled in the warm awareness and focused on the relief that followed my next breath.
To be continued….