My goals and my dreams
are not what they seem.
They aren’t obtainable easily.
Motivation comes and goes so rapidly.
Sometimes I forget what im fighting for.
I forget to patch the hole in my heart that you tore.
I just want to love and be loved for who I’ve become.
But people walk away so easily as soon as they get some.
They hit it and quit it like they’ve got nothing to lose.
They go to the bar again and use the same lines and moves.
There’s plenty of girls in this world.
So if you want them all, go give it a whirl.
If I’m not what you asked for or not what you need,
Throw me out and leave me on the street.
Like an old sofa you cant haul to the dump.
I’ll sit out there and wait for someone to pick me up.
Someone who wants me and knows what I’m worth.
I always thought you’d be the one to help me break my families curse.
I thought forever was finally in my grasp.
But you showed me that nothing was built to last.
People change and life moves on.
This is real life there’s no magical pond.
One that can give you everything you’ve ever wanted.
At this point I wish everyone would stay away like im a house that’s haunted.
If you cant handle a few ghosts or maybe a killer clown,
Leave me alone and go play in the crowd.
I’m no follower, I do my own thing.
When everyone else is dancing I tend to sing.
I never do what is right or what is expected of me.
I laugh in awkward situations because im nervous, you see.
I’m not the average human being.
My hearts been through a lot but its still beating.
But every once in a while when you’re drunk and alone,
You get up the courage to call my phone.
I ask what you want from me.
But you just tell me at the moment, its me.
It’s me that you want when you’re laying in your bed.
But we both know all you ever used me for was head.
I’m better than that so I hang up on you.
Trying my hardest to forget the fact that I still love you.
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