I don’t really know who i am anymore, the person i used to be is longer alive in the way that i am now. i feel wrong acting or loving the same way they did they were so young so stupid so full of hope and love, now i am a shell of that i’ve changed personas the human i want to be and the human i am are to far in difference, the girl i loved no longer wants the same thing that we wanted now i find myself searching for a reason to be wrong.
i don’t know if its me or her who is wrong maybe its both of us who don’t understand what has happened. the saying a love sometime burns out into nothing more but a smoldering pile of coal a shell of what it used to be like me my relationship has fallen out of what i want and what it is, and i dont think there is anything i can do to repair the damage done. whether i am poor or i am rich or i was famous or im nothing more that a dot in a painting of dots i just want another dot to be beside me who will never give up on me as i would never give up on them. maybe i care too much to even be writing this post about this girl who probably doesn’t even love me the way i love her, one thing i’ve learned you cant force someone to love you but it doesn’t mean it’ll make them not loving you any less easier..
I think the time of love and the time of happiness are past me in this stage of my life i dont find enjoyment in anything other than their company or attention. ive said it before i live off of their very existence it feeds my happiness and my love the love i have to give is so immense, ive failed in this aspect i never though that i cared too much until now.
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