Dear Someone,
I’m sorry, that I hurt you. I know I hurt you. But it was for the best. It was for the best… for the both of us. You was the only thing I was concentrated on-, and I didn’t realize that the life I’m living in.. was falling apart all around me. I had a tunnel vision, and I couldn’t see anything else. My entire life had been crumbling, and I was totally oblivious. I didn’t think about anything else but you. And when I did.. I was completely numb. This was for the best, For me. It was for the best for me.
You see, I never realized how unhappy I was, until I decided to leave you. I never realized how much me loving you hurt me. And I did, I waited for you, all through out the summer, and before that. I waited.
And it took so much of me to just not move on.
And I’m sorry, but I should have moved on.
But God, I don’t want to lose you. You are one of my best friends. And you know so many secrets of mine. You know my plans for my future, you know my thoughts. You know my life. And, I wish I could say it hurt me to let you go.. but it didn’t. It took so much pressure off of my shoulders.
Like I said, it was for the best. For me, it was for the best.
-Justin Thorne.
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