My first love broke my heart
at one point I never picture
us being apart
they way you played me lied to me
damn you never really loved me
I was hoping to spend a lifetime with you
but that was not what you really wanted to do
I can not believed you lied
all these song we song together
the nights we stay up together
we made love we argue
we cracked jokes we would cuddle
we even talked about our future
and you really disappear
without saying goodbye
you did not let me know you were going to leave
I can not believe I trusted you
you are like the rest
and all can say is I wish you the best
I should of never gave you my heart
you did not deserve it nor did you
deserve me
i have not been this hurt in awhile
so heartbroken I can not smile
there are days I hope you come back
and there are days I hope you do not
I almost hate you now it’s insane
that really played this game
i fell for a man he is who I loved
but yet he did not love me
I just went through a heart break I don’t care how my grammar is or if this makes sense but I am heart broken and falling into a depression
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Breakups are awful. It feels like you’re never going to be whole again. Suddenly you have all this free time, no one to text. your life becomes so ingrained with another person’s, that suddenly, you’re not sure who you are. You can’t sleep at night, and that brief moment after you wake up- when you can’t remember where you are, who you are or what happened, is actually the worst part. Because it all comes rushing back, just as heartwrenching as before.
I’ve been through this. Five years have gone by and I still think about him. Sometimes it still hurts. But I’m HERE. and i love someone else. I’m happy. You will be too.
Talk to someone if you need to. Therapy did me wonders.