a note to myself :
Happy new year 2019
I want the new year to be a different year I want to become happy I want to find myself I want to figure out what I want to do with my life and what I believe what is best for me I made a lot of mistakes in my life and some of them are just careless mistakes other times I was trying to be as careful as I could and still somehow screwed myself over but this year I want to do everything that makes me happy I only want to worry about myself I know there are going to be times where I’m going to be happy and I know other times I will have mental breakdowns do to occurrences that will happen in my life but these are obstacles that I must complete To get to where I want to be at in life I know I never came from an easy childhood or an easy life most of the events that happened were not my fault but as I got older I became rebellious and fucked up my own life at times I felt like I did not have a role model for anybody to look up to get advice from
But I have to keep going until death calls my name
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