I’ve never really been one to complain about anything until recently. I let someone so wonderful in my life. I let them treat me well; I let them love me. I began to believe I was beautiful and absolutely amazing. Mi amor. Oh, how much I miss you. I must be honest with you though. The way we’re heading, it won’t be happy. I love you with all of my heart, but I need to be happy too. I gave you all of my heart and you gave me a quarter of yours. I have to make a decision I’ll regret for the rest of my life, but it’s what’s best for me. You no longer come first, I do. No, you don’t mean any less to me. Yes, you were all I valued. Yes, I will always remember the future I dreamt about with you. You’re still the love of my life. You just won’t be the last. I miss you already, but until your actions match your beautiful words. This won’t work. Until then, I’ll love you always.