Stood outside, for a while today,
And then danced, like i was dancing with you,
Listening to a song, over and over,
There’s really nothing I can do.
I don’t get why or how this happened.
Except, wild knows wild, crazy knows crazy,
Makes my mind torn and hazy.
I had to break away from him,
Because i love you more,
The more I don’t hear from you,
My love grows deeper than before.
Now, how confusing is that?
It hit me,like getting hit by a bat.
Hard, and dropped me to my knees.
Oh man, this sucks,forgive me ,please.
I dont hate you, for blocking me.
But even though you did, I’m not free.
I’m not free from my love for you!
Universe works in twisted ways,
This feeling, feeling this way,
Every night and every day.
Every single song I listen to,
All remind me of you, dude.
You said the sound of waves,
Yeah, they remind me of you too.
Even the snow, because I know you love the cold.
I wish you could respond and be bold.
Because I’m falling to pieces over this.
And there is nothing I can do,
Honestly, I don’t think I want to get over you!
Stèphan said he would be my friend,
Even though I had to let him go, in the end.
When you and i spoke, it felt like fate.
Then, i put my guard up,
And now it’s too late.
I was suspicious of your intentions.
There was so many things I wanted to say,
So many things left unmentioned.
Now there is a big empty hole,
Where my heart used to be,
Because of this situation, I can’t ever be free.
I made so many mistakes,
I’ll be the first to admit.
This is my fault, this crazy shit.
I misunderstood, all those nights,
The riddles, everything,
The one reason i took flight.
I left because I thought that stuff.
Now ,more than ever, I wish that i never did,
I’ve been crying my eyes out like a big kid!
Part of me died that night,
My throat locked, my hands sweat, my chest got tight.
Being with Stèphan , didn’t feel quite right.
Because, I am in love with you.
I’m torn, because i made you run.
Love is like a hunter with a gun.
Boom, shot! Right between the eyes,
I knew your anger was just a disguise.
Hit right and true,
One shot right through you.
I’m sorry, only because I never knew,
How I felt about you, until now.
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