As I take things slowly and steadily
I think of you and misery is on standby
Over and over you never proved this to me
That you’re most likely to love me unwillingly
But I’ll never seek a relationship with you
As harder I think of you I won’t do it – it’s true
It’s never like a fairy tale story to your wishes
And don’t expect fairy-tale endings with kisses
How come you are saddened by this truth?
It’s come to this and that’s my honesty enough
Is nobody perfect you know?
Let’s see how far this will go
It can’t be mistaken by our roughness
But I’m through with your excuses
I’ve got to break up with you
And it hurts me that I have to
I wasn’t trying to hurt you in any way, was I?
But for you…I’ll sacrifice me and even die
Nothing will become of your teary-eyes sadly
All I am asking for is forgiveness, and you have to try
Getting rid of our unwanted memories
Please don’t you start to cry it’ll leave me in stitches
Only I’ve begged of you just once more
And I needed your smile it’s my score
Forgive me for I’ve sinned, dear Lord
And I’ll be cursed with every biblical word
As I’ve feared my fate will come eventually
Why don’t you get it over with and do it quickly?
Unwillingly I’m in pain from our success
But I must kill myself with a noose – a bloody mess
Everyone I have to apologize
For it is I, the one who has to die
Poetry