(Depressing things in this story)

I’ve been called many names at school…

Bitch

Whore

Fagot

Slut

And more that I don’t like to think about… I get calledd these names because I came out as gay and I told Charles Lee that my father abuses me…

Those two things did not go well…

One… Being happy about being gay?.. Not really okay when you are around straights and homophobes…

Two… Telling a person you never really knew, a secret about yourself? Not very smart either…

Some days I wish I was dead… Some days I wish my mother were alive… Some days I’d cut… Some days I’ll not eat… Some days I’d think of running away…

Now when you are someone who hates life and wants to die… My instant thought is to end everything… To start over…

So… I ran away… I may be out of shape but I basically snuck out… But I left home and didn’t come back…

I met friends named Alex, Lafayette, and Hercules… One day I wore short sleeves… That day I remembered my old scars were still there… The ones I cut deep…

Alex saw them… I got scared… I didn’t want anyone else to leave me… Especially Alex… Then he said four words to me that changed my life forever…

“Will you date me?”

I said yes so quickly… I just hoped it lasted… I wanted it to last… But it didn’t… We broke up after I found out he cheated… I guess everyone’s the same…Everyone hurts one another until they die…  And lets just say… The next day…

Bang!

I killed myself… I killed myself in the my dorm room… I kept the door locked so when someone tried to open it… They would think I’m busy or something…

Day one of me being dead and I got a knock from Alex…

Day two I got a knock from Lafayette, Hercules, and Alex…

Day four my three friends busted down the door… They saw me on the ground… My face was towards the ground… They didn’t see the gun yet… Nor did they see the blood on my face…

I then saw Lafayette tap my shoulder “Mon Ami? Come on… Get up… You’ve been in your room for four days… You never left… You must be hungry…”

There was no response… Then Lafayette and Hercules picked me up and Alex saw the blood that went down my chin and the side of my head…

He cried and screamed… Once Lafayette and Hercules saw me… They cried… Alex found the gun… The words imprinted in it said…

“Why don’t you kill yourself alrerady? Charles Lee”

The paramedics came in and took me to place that checks when I died… Alex, Hercules, and Lafayette… They cried… And cried…

Years later…

L afayette wanted to ask Hercules to marry him… But… He got hit by a car… Hercules… And… Alex… Along with me, cried too… I then felt something touch me… It was Lafayette… He was hugging me…

I guess I was loved by people….

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