Last entry in this book
Last time you’re off the hook
Last entry of heartbreaks
Last time for my mistakes
Having your son
couldn’t give me the respect
or love I deserved
Being caught in your chaos and pain
is what I tried to swerve
You ruined us
putting drugs above us
putting lust above us
Selfish of you!
Dog-ish of you!
Are you content?
Is what I’m scared to know
I am sick of you!
Sick of your abuse
I can not fathom
how I even loved you
or someone like you
I’ll never regret
walking away from everything
until I forget
I wonder how long
I’ll have to walk
because my legs aren’t tall
to trek through this long haul
I’m done trying
I’m done crying
Done baking and frying my brain
until memories of your pain
vanish down memory lane
Thank you for bashing
my heart into pieces as
You do know though…
I’m strong like brawn
Difficult for me now
but like always
I’ll straighten thy crown
Tomorrow holds a new dawn
And I’ll be moving on
Poetry