The first time we talked
I didn’t know if I was alive or dead
Your voice made me feel alive
However, I felt dead in the inside
From the moment we spoke I knew I needed you
In ways you possibly wouldn’t understand
Maybe I was just fucking crazy
But what is crazy is you made me
Feel like I wasn’t crazy
I guess what I am implying is
You made me feel like being crazy was normal
You showed me not to blame myself for other actions
These were actions I couldn’t control
But what hurt me the most
Is when you tried to play yourself
It wasn’t your fault
Sometimes I still feel like it was all of my fault
I wish I met you years ago
I wish I knew you from diapers
You saved me from the feeling
Of wanting to do bad
Things I wouldn’t be able to take back
You keep me out of trouble
Something that not so easy
And whenever I want to go back
To my old ways
You tell me no everything will be okay
You were my life saver
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