Caught on a loop again
New Year brings only more questions
Am I thinking too much or not enough?
Am I what’s best for you or a selfish prick?
Did I leave one love who didn’t come home to me for one who won’t ever take me home?
Is this a momentary lapse in confidence or will I never achieve the level of bravery you require?
You will not answer. I cannot stop.
Stuck in a loop of questions unanswered all these years.
Am I the fool they say I am or the lion you once saw emerging from the deep sleep?
What is a fool but a dreamer, unheard and misunderstood?
You used to love me when I dreamed.
Now I call to you, and no one hears a word.