No one understands what is lost until its gone.
No one understands pain, until they’ve walked a mile in the shoes i wear
No one has the time
And very few really care.
It takes a while to truly know someone.
Some things are simple,
Some things are complicated
But some how its all relevant
Its all related.
Drifting from one thing to the next
Cant read everything from writing a text.
Gotta be real, honest, and sincere
If you ever stand a chance
To see whats beneath, whats there
Only if someone has the key
Like a sword stuck in the stone
It will remain unclaimed ,un seen
And you’ll sit there alone.
Always wondering about these things
And left and has went on
Before you realize its no longer there but gone
Swiftly upon those stealthy wings
Not one sound, not one hint
Of where it went
Gathering yourself up once again
To face your path, watching it begin
Somehow i still feel these tears slide down my face
As i lay in bed at night
Watching many suns pass me by.
My emotions run deep, i cant change who i am
But when i think of you my throat locks up and my chest gets heavy and tight
I wish i had thought everything through
And just waited to talk to you.
But trust, i didnt know i could
Now part of me feels lost
Like a spirit trapped in the darkness, a personal shroud.
I know this makes no sense.
I know this is twisted
But i was trying to be some hushed secret
Just like you insisted.
Im not really good at that
Bejng honest, i wanted someone to be proud of what he got
Then after the tit for tat
I was just like fuck it
Like a old guy kickin the bucket.
I guess im trying to say
Im sorry it went that way
Im sorry for hurting you
Thats something i never wanted to do.
I dont want to hurt anyone
For any reason
But this was a page of my book, each page is different and as i turn the page a new season.
I want you to know i care about you as a friend still
Even though its done and sealed.
Just wanted to say im sorry for all of this shit
I hope its enough and you get it.

Poetry