When am I going to find that special guy where I can look into his eyes and feel proud to with him. Tall, handsome, with delicate features and a good heart. Someone you can share your dreams, and he shares him when you’re afraid he’s there to be your hero alongside God. And the blood that pumps through the arteries of your heart when you lay on each other. Then it the moment of passion, it’s the best lovemaking ever.
Right now, this emotion called love is a wack. I can’t seem to get over it, and I know my friends and family have said “Get over it” and move on. Yes, I’m moving on. Maybe, I’m not moving on I’m stuck where I’m always thinking about what I could’ve done differently in my younger, especially in high school. Maybe I should have been a little friendlier and not such an introvert. I guess right now I’m a little more outgoing and still a bit of a loner. I feel that Love is shitting on me and not giving me what I want. People say He’ll find you. Okay, I’ve been waiting for the last two decades, let’s go. I’m just a little disappointed still, and I know my friends are going on my ass. All I can say I feel that Love is shitting on me. Sorry for the rant.
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Don’t worry about ranting. I hope that time has been better for you since posting, but I will be the first to say that high school romance is largely overrated. There will be plenty of time for you to grow and find yourself, and whoever you might end up falling in love with, as you age. You can’t change the past, but you have control of yourself in the present and the future is brimming with possibilities. Check out some spaces created for people who share your interests, or try going to new places in your area if you want to meet some new people, but don’t fret over it! Life happens at its own pace.