I know you think about me a lot. I know because I see you cry a lot. I’m really sorry for breaking our promise. I remember all those years ago when we broke up, I thought I had lost you for good. I felt so low that I contemplated jumping off a bridge and the only thing that stopped me was you. I couldn’t leave you on this planet alone. But I broke my promise. I made bad decisions that led me to break my promise. I left you in this world alone. I regret not loving the way you deserved. You gave me your love and I wasted it. And now I have to watch you live in pain and know that there’s nothing I can do to save you. You have to save yourself and now you have to be the brave one because the world needs your kindness and your smile. Thank you for waiting for me boo, thank you for giving me your heart but you have to move on. You need to move forward and not let this pain hold you back from doing what you need to do. I know you can do it boo. I love you past Pluto & beyond, through thick and thin, always and forever, from beginning to end, around the world and back again. I know you can do it boo.
I’ve been having trouble coping with the death of my first love, so I wrote this letter from his perspective. As I typed this, I could hear his voice. My hands are shaking, my body hurts, and the tears are forming but this is the beginning of my journey to healing and I know that right now the pain feels unbearable. But with time, it’ll get better. He believed in me so now I have to believe in me.
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