People show fear in their eyes, and some people hide their fear towards the world to show they’re in pain. People let others know what they’re suffering from while some people hide what they’re suffering from with a smile. Some people are happy in life while others are depressed. People with depression hide how they feel, so they don’t have to admit that they are suffering from something that no one knows how to deal with. It’s like when you get hit by a car you have a 50/50 chance of living, or dying. I am one of those people who suffer from depression, but don’t let people know that she’s suffering so she seems tough on the inside. Yet when I’m in solitude all I can do is stare at the wall, and wonder where I went wrong. What did I do wrong? Some people blame others to hide how they truly feel, but I’m one of those girls that cry until someone realizes that she’s hurting with a silent cry for help. A silent cry for love she’s saying she needs someone, but everyone else is too caught up in their own lives to realize it. She’s one of those that when she gets help she tries to say it through someone else, but they give her the wrong advice. It’s like a tornado of depressing mixed emotions in her heart that causes her to break down in front of those she loves, so they can help. She’s one of those who sings songs hoping someone will understand the message she’s trying to throw out there, and say “oh she needs help”. But no one helps they all shame her like she’s fine, but she’s not fine. She’s dying, she feels like she’s 6 feet under already. She feels like she has nothing else to continue trying for! Her depression is like a tidal wave, a tsunami of depression taking over her small village of happiness until everything is gone! All her buildings are underwater her walls are broke because of that tsunami, and she needs someone to save her.
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“People with depression hide how they feel, so they don’t have to admit that they are suffering from something that no one knows how to deal with.”
This was really a brilliant sentence, and it’s so true. If we don’t think there’s a solution to something we try to hide it and conceal it. I think we also struggle to say directly and clearly that we are suffering because the last thing we want or need is to be accused of attention seeking, even though the pain is very real.
I myself just recently confided in a friend, “I’m kind of having a hard time right now. I think I need to be around people.” That’s all it really takes sometimes. You can’t and shouldn’t expect everyone to be your shrink but you can communicate in a simple and non dramatic way that you’re going through a difficult time and need simple and non dramatic human connection to get past it.