What is wrong with me?
Why am I like this?
Why do I destroy everything I touch ?
I’m scared to love cause when i do I turn it into hate
Even though I suffered it was easier when I’m was invisible and nobody could see me monster I truly am.
It was better before when I knew nothing about this horrible world yes it was lonely but it was quiet when I was invisible.
Now that everyone can see me all i see are the side-eyed stares and the whispers as I pass by.
Now I don’t only feel lonely. I feel ashamed ,disgusted,disappointed and worthless.
Who would want to know a monster like me?
Who would love me as the monster I am ?