This is going to be difficult,
But it needs to be done.
I want to move on.
And the only real reason to do that is if I forgive you.
So I forgive you for lying to me for years.
I forgive you for leaving me countless nights to be somewhere you shouldn’t have.
I forgive you for letting me cry myself to sleep without ever bothering to check on me.
I forgive you for not caring how sad and depressed I was.
And lastly, I forgive you for tearing my entire life apart.
I just want to move on now.
The past is too painful to keep going back to.
So instead I’m moving on,
With, or without you.