Grinding my teeth and waking up in a cold sweat
You devastate me without the slightest effort
I am drowning slowly
Watching others go about their lives
Not knowing they are missing you
How do they do it? I wonder half-heartedly
I would rather die
I wanna call you out “but you promised”.
But I am not that hypocritical
I wanna steal your heart like a desperate, penniless, starving believer turned thief
But I can’t seem to hide in the cover of night like I used to
I want to play games the way you taught me
But I am all out of chances
I wanna be reckless and brave and naive and arrogant
Like that kid you fell so hard for
Who knew all along you would break my heart beyond repair
If it is to be, you will be the end of me
And I wouldn’t have had it any other way
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