I know you are struggling dear. I know that life gets tough.
I know you have treated things carefully, even when things get rough.
And darling dear, little love, you fight hard just to survive.
I remember when you lost too much weight and the distorted version of yourself in the mirror was just trying to enjoy a moment.
I remember when you were on those pills, that were supposed to help you sleep.
You’d toss and turn, your heart would beat too fast. An unnamed anxiety haunting every move.
Give it time, my love. One day, things change. It’s a gradual type of ride. Then one day, you’re in the current and you love or appreciate the life that makes its way.
It’s all in your head and has always been. You must do so much to pass the time.
And I am here to tell you dear, you can cry with me anytime.
I know it sucks, going through hell, all those times just trying to cope.
But hold on my dear, as I am extending some slack and giving a little bit of rope.
You don’t have to be perfect. In fact, I will take you as a mess. But I know your nature, you’re the most critical critter out there.
But wait it out and go to me, there’s no reason to hide.
And I know my arms will shy away, you’ll want to be alone.
But know I’m also fighting too, fighting for as many to enjoy the ride.
You know where to find me.. Like you, I’ll be pumping out a page.
I’ve seen you go through so much more, and I promise, it’s possible to get better if you stay.
I accept the fact, you’re not at your ideal self. And it’s kind of your job to go a little off the path, but eventually find your way.
You’d never knew, we were once there too. But having fallen down, learned ourselves and our character. We’re worth more than whatever brought us down in the first place.
Show them what you’re made of. Even if the chances aren’t in your favor now, it’s all part of the ride.
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Beautiful writing. If I could somehow receive a letter from my future-self, this is the advice I’d want to hear from her. It’s gingerly, affectionate, and empathetic, yet a message that says “keep going, and the you that is wiser, stronger, and even more beautiful will be waiting for you.”
This isn’t a style of writing everyone can pull off, but you have crafted it meticulously and well.
My goodness. We all can come a long way. I think you received the message well.