I wish i could turn back time,
And do things right.
But this life goes on,
With out much fight.
Im damaged by all the things,
I’ve not been able to do.
How much more can I endure?
How can I live without you?
My heart torn to pieces,
My eyes, swollen and red.
I’ve cried until I have no more tears to cry,
And yet, your still in my head.
Im tortured by your memory,
Im tortured by your words.
I wish i never let you close,
To see my inner self, or hear what i heard.
I know you asked me,
To stop loving you and to let you go.
But how can I when everything reminds me of you?
This is so hard, you know?
I guess you’ll be able to,
Because i really didn’t mean that much.
It’s not like we kissed,
Or held each other, or touched.
You’ll get over me,
Im pretty sure.
Because you closed the door,
So I wouldn’t want you anymore.
But that’s the sad thing,
Because i still do.
And your distance is killing me,
Because i still love you.
I wish i could say,
That I don’t
I wish i could say,
I wouldn’t miss you, but i won’t
That would be a lie,
Deep within my soul.
And part of me did die,
When you said goodbye.
I wish i could turn back time,
And start again
But i know that won’t happen
I know I can never win
I know I messed all this up,
But how can I love someone else,
When i love you?
And how can I move on,
When i know you love me too,
And your gone?
I sit here regretting
Everything I did
I know how i feel doesnt matter
Im love struck over this, but you hid.
I understand why
Bitter sweet it is,
You hid because you needed me to stop loving you
Because of all of this.
I mean, thinking back
You didn’t ask me out per se.
You just showed interests
About me oneday.
Then you ignored me
And i thought you moved on.
It was all a misunderstanding
Between us, but now your gone.
I regret so much because I can’t tell you these things
Because that night i didnt say what i wanted to say
I was afraid to tell you how I really felt
Now I have to deal with these cards delt.
I should’ve told you how I really feel
Instead of fighting it or lying to myself.
I wish i could go back to that night
And just tell you the truth, and fight
Fight for the love i lost,
Ignore all the cost
And take the chance that you would take me back
But i was still in denial,
My head all out of whack.
And now it’s too late
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