Family please forgive me
I know what I’ve become dissapoints you.
But the funny thing is you haven’t even seen all of me.
I’m sorry for all the pain I put you through.
I’m sorry that I have to tell you that all the pain you went through wasnt worth it.
I’m sorry that I wasted all that time through my life.
I know you guys are all too good to think this way
But there’s a chip on my head telling me this, how am I not supposed to believe it
Please forgive me
People that I knew
I’m sorry you met me
I know I’m another monster stuck in your head
I’m sorry that I have such a different mindset
I’m sorry you can’t relate
Please forgive me
God.
I wish that I could just brush my sins and regrets off like everybody else does
But it never seems to work.
They’re still swarming in my head
They’re still buckled in my chest
God I can’t breathe I’m drowning under acid
I’m sorry God that I only prayed when I needed help
I did it even though I thought I could see it
I’m working on it
Praying every morning every night how I’m grateful hoping you forgive me
Please forgive me
Everyone
I know my reactions to depression
Is the last thing you want me to do
But please forgive me
I know I’m selfish
I know I’m a monster
Please don’t remind me
Please don’t remind me that no matter what I do won’t mean that you forgive me
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Wow, this is really intense. I love it! It sounds like it came out of a movie. The speaker really reminds me of a main character of a movie or story.
Wow. As someone who struggles with depression and social anxiety disorder, this piece resonates strongly with me, and I think a lot of readers identify with it. What makes this even more powerful is that you not only show your audience what the speaker is going through, you place them directly in his/her thoughts, fears, and feelings of guilt. Your voice is excellent and truly blew me away. Amazing job.
Struggling is common in everyone’s life sooner or later. God is always merciful, He just wants you to open up your heart and be honest with Him. Amazing work!