I was young and in love.
Not knowing how horrible it would end up turning out
I was so exahusted of not feeling like i wasn’t enough
You came to me, with open arms
accepting me, for the flaws and self hatred i had inside myself
The scars on my body started to fade
its like loving you, made me feel at i home, knowing i was safe.
The voice inside my head that constantly told me no one could ever love someone as broken as me
Because loving you not only healed me, it saved me.
Countless nights you layed in bed reassuring me you were going to make me whole again.
A promise we both made, now all you see is a mistake
Well, to me, our mistake was the best thing that has ever happened to me
I think about you all the time, its like my life is a living lie
without you in it, i feel as if i am lost
i still hear your voice in my dreams
I just wish you would understand and see
that you will always be apart of me
because in the end you never even said goodbye
and all i could do was sit there and cry my eyes out until i felt yet again, dead inside
you found your person
just like I found you
just because you love her, doesnt meant i wont stop loving you
They say god does things for a reason
Maybe you leaving was an end to a chapter in my book
But let me say this,
Our story, is so unforgettable
when I hear The night we met i think of you
or when i see the color bright orange i automatically think of the sweatshirt you always wore freshman year
seeing our pictures from our first homecomoing together put me in fear
fear that you will never think of our promise we made in middle school
fear that you will forget all of our amazing memories and adventures
fear that you will never think of me again
I will always be here, even after our love came to an end