Attention deficit isn’t what it seems to be
and I’ve seen you happy to watch me die
go on then pull the trigger and I’ll be bloody
so you can be satisfied as you watch me cry
Such a fucking disgrace and a nuisance
you’ve seen me at my worst and I’m broken down
until I bled out you’ve been disrespected in my presence
and I can’t become a man that’ll see his children grown
What the fuck ever dude
you’re a criminal who’s committing crimes
and I just witnessed your gratitude
in seeing me bled out several times
I am never to become a man, am I?
well I’m used to seeing you happy then
we’ve become enemies in your eyes
and I shout, beg and plead to live again
Just don’t want me to be satisfied
wherefore it is you who is the enemy
pleasing yourself as I beg mercified
and there’s Heaven’s Gates for me
Where’s the life I wanted anyway?
and I’m crying just to be alive this time
where you pull the trigger and blast away
and therefore it’s while you watched me die
You’ve watched me dying as I bled out
and I am never to be found again
there are too many bullets lodged in my throat
and I’m dead by the clock struck ten
Pleading and begging won’t do my mercy
as I look up into the Heavens as I’m bleeding
you’ve been a real asshole when I’m needy
oh well then pull the trigger so you can watch me dying
The life I used to have is gone
and now I’m at Heaven’s Gates with God and the angels
wherefore the person who killed me all along
turned out to be a person who’s mentally unstable
Poetry