It hurts more than I ever thought it would
Although not more than I knew it could
The cold, dead truth
That it is over.
That it was from the start
That no matter where or who or how I am
I will never be what she wants
I try not to run from it
Instead, to sit with it
This time
So I can accept what has always been inconceivable
To me, our final demise
Right in front of my eyes
There is no eternity
No happy ending
No resolution nor goodbye kiss
Just the saddest of realities
That she never loved me at all.
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