Blood spilling out my veins
Troubled right from the start
My words I’m saying drains
And I’m drifting way too apart
Hopelessly I can’t beg for mercy
And God won’t even judge
Heaven isn’t too far in my future see
And you’re saying I can’t budge
Seriously go kill yourself then
And hang off the ground
You’re troubled and unwilling
Pardon me I’m killing without a sound
Have mercy on thee O Lord
Forsaken thee without judgment
Too pardon thee O Lord
I can’t stand hear laughing with amusement
I’ve been death defying and unstable
Just like my bullied past with backstabbers
My word then seriously I am unable
Opinionated with amusement walking killers
Don’t you see you’ve been killing me?
Nobody chooses to kill thee with laughter
Hilarious ain’t it? And you’re laughing at me
Killed by a noose high off the ground higher
Upsetting ain’t it? And you’ve been troubling
Sadder the blue-faced and you’re choked up
Hurrying up with the murder and I’m drifting
Nobody seems to care about you and slack off
Y’all better believe in my true miseries
And I can’t become holy when God’s judging
Why can’t you seriously pretend in ministries?
God’s a true believer and nobody can’t be slacking
How about you seriously go kill yourself then?
I am never judging you with unstableness
Don’t be pleased when God’s stricken
How can’t you see the unwillingness?
You’re a true sinner aren’t y’all seeing this?
Up there way into Heaven God is displeased
Well you aren’t a true believer you aren’t blessed
And God is laughing in your face and he’s disgraced
Poetry