I took some major L’s,
But I keep the fake smile so you can never tell,
Was suppose to get married with a woman I would die for,
A woman that I loved; she shook me to the core
Was suppose to have a couple kids or maybe even 4,
But she’s outta my life, so now I chose to be alone,
Demons are looking more appealing everyday,
And I’m a shamed to say temptation wants to play,
Dont know what the next day holds,
Nor do I wonder; I don’t wanna know,
If tonight I should take my last breath,
Thank you lord for giving my broken spirit and aching heart a rest,
I try and keep a fake smile because I dont want questions asked,
Cuz I tend to get choked up and dont want anyone to see through the mask,
Dont want to think of the past; don’t want to think of the future,
Cuz history brings pain and the unknown looks mutual,
I wake up every day with the world on my back,
And I’m carrying Atlas on top of that,
Smoking mother earth cuz sometimes she soothes me,
But lately I haven’t been feeling the love; Emotions have a stronger controlling,
We’re all slaves to this world; does life really have meaning?
Seen too many things; and the answers what im seeking,
No one can ever feel my pain,
My heart is so fucking strained,
Sometimes I cant contain the anger and the rage,
Spirit of lion on fire; who knows If I can be tamed..
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