Everything seems to be getting harder and harder. Things are really hitting me now. I feel as if I’m my own living hell. What have I done to myself? I made myself so sick. I can’t witness anything of yours without dying inside. You were my whole reason for being, I still think you are. I miss everything of yours. I want to run back to you, but I don’t want it to be a mistake again. I don’t know why I am acting the way I am towards you. I don’t know why I am heartless either. I feel so much, but I don’t know what it is or why I can’t express it. Honestly, I’m tired of being the stupid one. Tired of forgiving when you aren’t even sorry. Tired of putting my feelings into you because I know you’ll just tear me apart once again. You’ve done things to my mental state I didn’t even know could be physically possible, Yet I still feel like I am the wrong one. Once again I’ll probably forgive and go back. I’m nothing with or without you. At least when I’m with you I won’t be as alone.
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