Look at what you did my heart hurts while you sit.
That look on your face when you’re mad at her.
You glares at me when I try to help.
You said you’d spend time with me today .
So many eruptions that you can’t stay.
Then you switch to her you see.
That hurts us both when she honest with me.
You can tells us when you pick.
Not telling us is what makes us sick.
We hurt when you’re so mad.
We try to help but you’re to sad.
Is it because I’m way to submissive.
Is it because she’s a fighter while I’m a cryer.
Is it because of me do I look that much like her.
Because of you she glares at me like it’s my fault you compare us two .
You see me calling you but you don’t answer me.
You don’t see what you have become.
I use to be the only one .
Now’s there’s two .
And you’re confused.
But what if their was only her.
Would you be happy then.
Or would you sulk for the one you lost.
I debate sometimes if we are here sometime I feel nothing but pain.
Sometimes I feel the happiness I never had.
Till you and her came back for me.
I thought we’d be closer but it seems she has a mask that only you can break.
Let her be as she see’s me as the enemy and you as her savior.
She does not like me but it seems I’ve become way to Attached .
If I’m this attached to the point I cry .
Because she’s angry at you.
I did not deny her to hurt me.
But she has .
I’m the enemy’s chew toy .
Your her prince.
Your turn to say you need to leave.
I’m your princess at least I thought you were blocked emotions from the meds .
Seem to seep out of me.
No longer on the stuff that kept me num I feel all and can not run.
I’m trying so hard to not show you just how week I really am .
It’s no biggie because I don’t believe In self harm.
If I die I promised myself I would die saving someone i love.
I do not cut like those who feel like me including the one who’s perfect to me.
She hides when she cries .
I let you see the weakness inside.
I listen to her at night toss and turn and silently cries .
I’m not close enough for her to trust.
Her feeling she keeps so bottled up.
I hate this feeling of rejection.
I hate the feeling because I wish I could help her .
She won’t let me closer than she already has.
And I won’t force her like you already have.
Help is never there because we refuse .
But for once can you listen to our muse.
It’s hard enough for us to choice.
But why do you seem to become a prude.
When she refuses your help.
But you don’t have to lie when we both already know.
Why hurt us more bye lying to us when we see right through you .
It got to the point we’re not sure.
What your motives are anymore.
She tells me everything and I tell her everything too.
Please understand we both love you not jealous of each other were jealous that you even knowing we know still try to use as bait for you.
I don’t mind surrendering to another as long you’re their to make sure they do r hurt me .
I only trust you I don’t trust them.
I trust her it’s just that she doesn’t trust me.
I wish she did then maybe we could get together .
Just like you want forever .
Why can’t you see the pain I. My eyes when you push us both away in demise.
No you don’t hate you just did not get your way .
You feel bad for the guilt .
While we’re riding the trip.
Silence pain as we see we do everything wrong so how can you say .
That you can’t fall too.
How far do we go before you realize that you are all we have you see.
I’m saying this once I’ve never fallen before I laugh at their face as they fall to tears evil as can be.
But it’s broke you see as your the only one for me.
I don’t know how she feels just what she tells me .
And there’s a lot concealed.
How can it be that way when something’s she spills are personal you see.
All I want is for us three to see each other as one instead of three.
I’m done ranting about this now so all end it here with these words .
Look to your left then look to your right we do this for you even though it give us a fright .
We don’t like you upset as it upsets us as well.
So we surrender once again to make the one we trust the same happier than we will ever be.
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