Truth of the fucked up matter is
you can’t even trust your own parents, flesh and blood, to be kind and love you unconditionally.
they won’t even try and understand you
they are already too far into their own beliefs to see any thing but what they want to see.
i’m left trying to prove my own thoughts and beliefs to them, when i know down deep it will never be how i dreamed it could be.
I never imagined that the two closest people to me would end up being the ones that hurt me the most.