Masarati

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"Happy new year"

by Masarati

a note to myself : Happy new year 2019 I want the new year to be a different year I want to become happy I want to find myself I want to figure out what I want to do with my life and what I believe what is best for me I made a lot of mist...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 24 views | General | January 22, 2019

"He broke my heart"

by Masarati

When I wrote you all these love poems love songs I wrote, when we both know I can not sing it was my way to express myself to you my heart and soul belong you to Yet you took advantage my heart so broken the pain hurts I cannot manage...

1 Like | 0 comment | 33 views | Poetry | December 15, 2018

"My eyes hurt"

by Masarati

the pain hurts my eyes and no I will not deny from the moment I was born I knew I should not have been here this is fucked up it’s unfair this feeling has me torn growing up, I was the black sheep no one understood for my feelings...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 23 views | Poetry | December 4, 2018

"Dead birds"

by Masarati

they can not fly in the sky they were once so harmless you can see, they are ready to cry Believing as the black sheep of the group they migrate opposite from other birds now they are ready to die...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 25 views | Poetry | November 23, 2018

"You"

by Masarati

I won’t feed into your shit anymore I won’t hear your lies To be honest I can’t handle the pain So depress I’m ready to die I love you in a way no one else could A way nobody else would My heart cries for you My mind is obsessed wit...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 37 views | Poetry | October 20, 2018

"Shadows"

by Masarati

pain does not go away it follows you like a shadow you carry it on your back you cry and cry everyday hoping one day it will go away...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 41 views | Poetry | October 10, 2018

"Fuck you"

by Masarati

My first love broke my heart at one point I never picture us being apart they way you played me lied to me damn you never really loved me I was hoping to spend a lifetime with you but that was not what you really wanted to do I can n...

2 Likes | 1 comment | 34 views | General | September 20, 2018

"Lost love"

by Masarati

i guess, the love you had for me is gone thought we would be together forever maybe I was wrong I knew you were bad baby but i was bad too this relationship was blashemy damn this took all my breathe that was the last for me i must...

0 Likes | 2 comments | 36 views | Poetry | September 15, 2018

"Stormy"

by Masarati

The storm is falling me i can not manage to get away these clouds are hurting my head the migraine is coming along I am depress, so miserable this earth is where I do not belong I’m weeping in my head I wish I was dead sleeping fo...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 36 views | Poetry | September 15, 2018

"No love"

by Masarati

You don’t look at me the same you look at me less you used to be a phone call away not your not maybe your stress you used to say I love you endlessly now it’s rare you wanted to get married guess now it’s varies...

1 Like | 2 comments | 27 views | Poetry | September 13, 2018

"Happy"

by Masarati

Hurting Anxious Paranoid Praying Yelling spelling happy but I am not happy...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 26 views | General | August 30, 2018

"Don’t"

by Masarati

do not ever treat depression as if it is not serious it is a matter that needs to become understand no one wants to feel alone or less of a person if you know someone who’s battling depression or anxiety or bipolar do not turn you...

0 Likes | 4 comments | 32 views | Poetry | August 30, 2018

"Chosen one"

by Masarati

I ask God everyday what did I do to deserve such hurt i am living on earth but experiencing hell i will never know until the day I die for I am the chosen one...

0 Likes | 2 comments | 30 views | Poetry | August 30, 2018

"Fuck everyone"

by Masarati

racing my heart won’t end i am hurt I am dying I refuse to pretend my life is death and this was my demise in disguise I feel my heart shattering i feel myself slowly breathing I wake up not sure if I am alive these are my real...

1 Like | 0 comment | 27 views | Poetry | August 29, 2018

"You"

by Masarati

My heart cries for you in a way you do not understand my body craves you I’m your biggest fan with you everything is amazing you give me a great feeling, a tingling sensation...

0 Likes | 1 comment | 37 views | Poetry | August 21, 2018

"Something different from what I normally do"

by Masarati

Original version well one of the many Now I lay me down to sleep I pray to the Lord, my soul to keep if I were to die before I awake I pray to the Lord, my soul to take My own version now I lay me down to sleep i hope the lor...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 35 views | Poetry | August 13, 2018

"Poetic Heartbreak Song"

by Masarati

hmmmmm all I wanted was to be with you but I can’t be with you you played my heart left it in the dark damn i was falling for you damn I thought I was the one for you I thought you were the one for me hold me tight baby this felt...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 39 views | Poetry | August 5, 2018

"Death Date"

by Masarati

i tried to remain positive yet how so when I , well we all knew this time would come and if you did not recognize this it is because you are naive As I stated, in the past I knew I would not make it to a certain age we knew my death...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 26 views | Poetry | July 30, 2018

"Self worth"

by Masarati

Be with someone who makes you feel secure be with someone who puts a smile on your face be with someone who understands you and knows the real meaning of your love be with someone who is loyal/faithful be with someone who doesn’t mak...

0 Likes | 1 comment | 28 views | General | July 30, 2018

"safety"

by Masarati

hold me tight throughout the night when I am with you it feels so right now I know I can sleep tight because you always remain in my sight ...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 35 views | Poetry | July 28, 2018

"Damn"

by Masarati

I was in love with you deeply On a whole new level I didn’t come to play I know you see it all in my face You calling for space and do you see this What was point if you was gonna leave this I’m not coming back This time I won’t forgi...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 39 views | Poetry | July 27, 2018

"Dear Xxxtentacion"

by Masarati

Dear X, you had the love and heart from many and had hate from others overall you were and always will be the most influential person in this generation you help many overcome depression and suicidal thoughts you made everyone feel nor...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 31 views | Journalistic Writing | July 27, 2018

"Dear Me"

by Masarati

I hope there is a point in time where I won’t cry anymore I do not have to pretend I am happy I won’t have to lie I hope one day I can sleep peaceful one day i hope that I will believe suicide is not the answer...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 30 views | Poetry | July 26, 2018

"The Day"

by Masarati

One day I am happy one day I am sad sometimes I am mad i hate these suicidal thoughts but in my eyes it is a homicide because wether I kill myself or I am still a murderer there are days were I hope I get through it and days...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 28 views | Poetry | July 25, 2018

"bad romance"

by Masarati

we are not meant to be but I will keep fighting you and fighting for you they tried to keep us miles apart but we never really separated we refuse to depart my love, you have my heart...

1 Like | 1 comment | 38 views | Poetry | July 24, 2018

"self image"

by Masarati

I am a carribean girl with big afro curly hair my eyes are brown not blue or green my hair is coarse and thick not soft and silky my curls do not just appear I have to manage it and obtain product water does not do the trick my skin...

2 Likes | 4 comments | 28 views | Poetry | July 24, 2018

"Dear Carlos part 2"

by Masarati

Sometimes when I look at you I start to get sad Sometimes I even get mad I want to be perfect for you I just want you to know I would never embarrass you You have my heart And I hate being apart I love you like there’s no tomorrow I crave...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 37 views | Poetry | July 21, 2018

"hands"

by Masarati

I put my hands together I do not separate them they are unbreakable I hold them as tight as I can I get down on my knees and pray pray for the pain to go away...

1 Like | 2 comments | 37 views | Poetry | July 19, 2018

"when I die"

by Masarati

father when I die make sure everyone is still living when I die do not let the love of my life suffer help him forget about our memories help him create new memories when I die to make my brother the oldest let my momma remain strong...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 38 views | Poetry | July 19, 2018

"not hallicinations"

by Masarati

when I drive I see the white palms place on my windshield these are the palms of a man my windshield is home my car is his home he seems to follow me everywhere...

1 Like | 2 comments | 30 views | General | July 19, 2018

"Dear heartbreaker"

by Masarati

i love you at my toughest and no I do not regret it but now your trying to leave and I’m hurting no one understands how I feel imagine waking up and feeling like your worth something imagine having someone who makes you feel alive...

0 Likes | 2 comments | 39 views | General | July 10, 2018

"just a message to my readers"

by Masarati

just because someone writes perfectly on straight lines does not mean you have to you are not perfect nobody's perfect and that is the beauty of life...

0 Likes | 2 comments | 36 views | General | July 2, 2018

"Wishful thinking"

by Masarati

I wish I did not have a brain the mind is dangerous it is full of games this is the reason why I am dying inside having depression and anxiety will eat you alive I am tired and no longer want to fight You can see I’m hurting I kno...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 29 views | Poetry | June 12, 2018

"Mixed signals"

by Masarati

You are always fighting my love maybe to you you feel like it is not meant to be i love you with all my heart and more maybe that is not enough maybe you are embarrass of me I am starting to realize I am the problem I am not enough...

1 Like | 2 comments | 21 views | Poetry | May 20, 2018

"Falling for you"

by Masarati

I love you with all my heart without you I can not progress you are the highlight of my day when I am with you I get lost I do not know what to say I am falling for you more and more each day ...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 35 views | Poetry | May 19, 2018

"Dear Kimberly part 2"

by Masarati

Dear mommy, I am the outcast the black sheep in the family I seem Normal like the rest of you but I do not fit it I know you love me but I know I am not the same and I am sorry I wish I was like everyone else My negative mind is li...

1 Like | 1 comment | 44 views | Poetry | April 30, 2018

"Dear Kimberly"

by Masarati

Dear mommy, When you read this please do not cry I love you with all my heart I would not lie You are my bestfriend and soulmate forgot all the times bad times we had I know I shut down and it is not easy I refuse to talk and I know i...

3 Likes | 0 comment | 31 views | Poetry | April 30, 2018

"I can’t believe this !"

by Masarati

A few post again I stated that I wouldn’t be writing on here as much because I was working on writing a book! Well the book is done just a few more steps! I really hope everyone will enjoy this book and I thank everyone one of you from he...

1 Like | 3 comments | 32 views | General | April 29, 2018

"War in my mind"

by Masarati

Having a war in your mind should be illegal fighting the human brain is dangerous But we all can not help it it is contagious why am I an overthinking I sketch myself out and think the worse then I get upset and I am ready to dis...

1 Like | 2 comments | 38 views | Poetry | April 17, 2018

"“ I”"

by Masarati

You do not know what it’s like to feel like you are on the other side everytime something goes wrong I feel like I’m gonna die I am over this I am done I do not want to cry You do not understand I do not want to fight for my happ...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 43 views | Poetry | April 17, 2018