Masarati

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"Wishful thinking"

by Masarati

I wish I did not have a brain the mind is dangerous it is full of games this is the reason why I am dying inside having depression and anxiety will eat you alive I am tired and no longer want to fight You can see I’m hurting I kno...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 26 views | Poetry | June 12, 2018

"Mixed signals"

by Masarati

You are always fighting my love maybe to you you feel like it is not meant to be i love you with all my heart and more maybe that is not enough maybe you are embarrass of me I am starting to realize I am the problem I am not enough...

1 Like | 2 comments | 77 views | Poetry | May 20, 2018

"Falling for you"

by Masarati

I love you with all my heart without you I can not progress you are the highlight of my day when I am with you I get lost I do not know what to say I am falling for you more and more each day ...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 86 views | Poetry | May 19, 2018

"Dear Kimberly part 2"

by Masarati

Dear mommy, I am the outcast the black sheep in the family I seem Normal like the rest of you but I do not fit it I know you love me but I know I am not the same and I am sorry I wish I was like everyone else My negative mind is li...

1 Like | 1 comment | 104 views | Poetry | April 30, 2018

"Dear Kimberly"

by Masarati

Dear mommy, When you read this please do not cry I love you with all my heart I would not lie You are my bestfriend and soulmate forgot all the times bad times we had I know I shut down and it is not easy I refuse to talk and I know i...

3 Likes | 0 comment | 106 views | Poetry | April 30, 2018

"I can’t believe this !"

by Masarati

A few post again I stated that I wouldn’t be writing on here as much because I was working on writing a book! Well the book is done just a few more steps! I really hope everyone will enjoy this book and I thank everyone one of you from he...

0 Likes | 2 comments | 121 views | General | April 29, 2018

"War in my mind"

by Masarati

Having a war in your mind should be illegal fighting the human brain is dangerous But we all can not help it it is contagious why am I an overthinking I sketch myself out and think the worse then I get upset and I am ready to dis...

1 Like | 2 comments | 130 views | Poetry | April 17, 2018

"“ I”"

by Masarati

You do not know what it’s like to feel like you are on the other side everytime something goes wrong I feel like I’m gonna die I am over this I am done I do not want to cry You do not understand I do not want to fight for my happ...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 133 views | Poetry | April 17, 2018

"Dear Carlos"

by Masarati

Dear Carlos, Everytime we hugged I feel like we locked The time we spend together is amazing You make me so happy I can not complain Our companionship is amazing Your my hero The love I have for you is real everything I feel is raw...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 130 views | Poetry | April 17, 2018

"Surprise"

by Masarati

Dear readers, My name is Masarati I am the poet that is behind all these emotional roller coaster poems. I would like to imply that some of these poems I write off the top of my head while others I take my actual time to make sure they are...

1 Like | 2 comments | 137 views | General | April 2, 2018

"Miserable"

by Masarati

I cry myself to sleep every night Waiting for the day that I die i am miserable none of this is fixable things do not seem right...

0 Likes | 7 comments | 167 views | Poetry | March 26, 2018

"Sex in my dreams"

by Masarati

Sex in my dreams I felt so alive I might just die it felt so real I was stressed the sex made me heal it was all in dreams now I always want to sleep the feeling was so deep...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 147 views | Poetry | March 21, 2018

"Raj’ Masa"

by Masarati

Raj’ Masa (ra ma suh) was a young beautiful girl her heart and soul was so kind she loved everyone she was loyal and unique in her own way however, people were after her because she loved herself and others so much they emotionall...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 131 views | Poetry | March 21, 2018

"Apart"

by Masarati

nothing is right falling apart losing my mind let me be free where is my life doesnt seem right sometimes i think about grabbing the knife wheres my life throw away trying to stay strong without breaking down refused to be a le...

0 Likes | 1 comment | 146 views | Poetry | March 20, 2018

"No more “YOU”"

by Masarati

i do not understand why you left you were the one for me yet i guess you did not see that we were meant to be you left me in the dark all alone and falling apart I cannot live my life without you I am nothing with you...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 151 views | Poetry | March 20, 2018

"happiness"

by Masarati

I raised my voice out of happiness this was my first time becoming the happiest I lived my life strong no one could break me down knew this would last for long I am at the top of the mountains i feel so high becoming emotional I fe...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 141 views | Poetry | March 20, 2018

"SPACE"

by Masarati

I was dead inside trying to come back alive but who wants to remain alive the world is beautiful yet a fucked up place i needed a break I called for my space...

0 Likes | 1 comment | 199 views | Poetry | March 15, 2018

"Was not saved"

by Masarati

along the road I saw my shadow laying there dead it was my demise I told you I heard voices in my head repeating you are going to end up dead continue to cry in your bed this is your last day come join the dead ...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 129 views | Poetry | March 15, 2018

"I wish you the best"

by Masarati

A waste of feelings A waste of breathe the last time we kissed I felt death my love for you is indescribable there were nights I lay my head down crying and praying on the bible hoping I can win you back yet there is no coming back...

2 Likes | 1 comment | 155 views | Poetry | March 15, 2018

"Pain"

by Masarati

I have scars and bruises All over my arms and back these scars and bruises made me realize I’m not worth anything I do not have a life to live there is no purpose the pain follows me everywhere I go it hurts and everytime I cry...

1 Like | 0 comment | 174 views | Poetry | March 14, 2018

"No hope"

by Masarati

So lost so gone I had you but then you left me all Alone I’m at a lake throwing stones in the water thinking about where did I go wrong in the background I hear our favorite song I tried to get you back you claimed loving me was...

0 Likes | 1 comment | 172 views | Poetry | March 11, 2018

"dreams"

by Masarati

dreams are in your head dreams fly through your mind dreams can make you go insane but if you worked hard they will come true...

1 Like | 1 comment | 201 views | Poetry | March 5, 2018

"my own parent"

by Masarati

I raised myself I had no one I fought hard for everything I ever wanted what did you fight for everything was handed to you I had no handouts I had to heal myself I was my own bandage you had a shoulder to cry on you were never jud...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 194 views | Poetry | March 5, 2018

"Herpes"

by Masarati

Her Energy reluctantly passed erasing her spright Thats why I am sad and I know I didn’t choose the best words for this poem...

1 Like | 2 comments | 229 views | Poetry | March 1, 2018

"Cheers"

by Masarati

CHEERs to those many nights were thought were gonna die cheers to those many nights we felt we were living life right living life right cheers to being ourselves its okay to love yourselves i miss those day we drunk wine those night...

0 Likes | 3 comments | 222 views | Poetry | March 1, 2018

"TO all my readers"

by Masarati

TO all my readers my poetic friends i wanted to say this is a permanent goodbye i am depress and no longer feel welcome by anyone i haven’t been myself in a long time i can not do this anymore for i am sorry i want it to all end...

0 Likes | 10 comments | 217 views | Poetry | February 27, 2018

"A Poetry song"

by Masarati

La la bye baby dont you cry Im here for you your all mine all mine I’ll spend every night with you til the end but there’s no ending we can stay strong know need to pretend i love you forever this will last forever a life ti...

2 Likes | 2 comments | 183 views | Poetry | February 27, 2018

"Night time kill"

by Masarati

I drew on the walls that was my call during the nighttime is when I needed help everyone was after me I was gonna die during the day or the night either way I could not get away from it however I prefer the night time more dark it�...

1 Like | 2 comments | 213 views | Poetry | February 26, 2018

"The Art of Suicide"

by Masarati

She looks out the window It's raining thoughts are running Through her mine she's going Crazy she's getting haywire She thinks day by day Is any of this really worth it She looks and thinks about all her Bad memories it is a shame s...

0 Likes | 3 comments | 189 views | Poetry | February 25, 2018

"Til the end"

by Masarati

Be my friend til the end and when I die please don’t cry it’s okay I’m still alive in your dreams in your dreams hold my hand for this journey I will protect you til the end we will have a happy ending...

0 Likes | 1 comment | 180 views | Poetry | February 25, 2018

"Unbreakable"

by Masarati

I idolize to be like you I come in ones baby not twos i told you without you i die lets be honest I won’t dare to lie we are unbreakable ...

0 Likes | 2 comments | 175 views | Poetry | February 24, 2018

"Position"

by Masarati

I woke up in the mid night from hearing your voice I hear you crying again mumbling wish you were dead you said you are done this is the end I can not stop from taking your life when i want to take my own feel like I’m not any pos...

0 Likes | 1 comment | 200 views | Poetry | February 18, 2018

"Depression and Anxiety"

by Masarati

Depression and anxiety I feel like I’m dying please tell me this a dream I’m tired of crying I’m tired of lying For there is no such thing as happiness it’s only in fairytales people live happily ever after trying to run...

1 Like | 4 comments | 232 views | Poetry | February 11, 2018

"My love"

by Masarati

I would die for you in a heart beat if you died my heart would not beat i need you to stay I will do anything As long as you stay you heal me you keep the pain away nothing is perfect but it’s okay i love you til the end baby I am...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 197 views | Poetry | February 11, 2018

"Love"

by Masarati

Kissing me I feel sparks i know longer feel that I am in the dark with you I am strong damn with you I now know where I belong nothing could keep us apart I’m glad I followed my heart...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 170 views | Poetry | February 11, 2018

"Homicide Dreams"

by Masarati

In my dreams I’m dying they keep coming after me every morning I wake up crying in my dreams they tell me they Are going to kill me because I’m a waste they do not want to deal with me I’m trying to build my strength in my dre...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 183 views | Poetry | February 11, 2018

"Voices again"

by Masarati

The voices in my head are getting worse Hear them saying if I do not listen they will throw my name in the dirt I am all alone I feel that things are getting worse If these voices catch up to me it is the end ...

0 Likes | 2 comments | 215 views | Poetry | February 9, 2018

"weep"

by Masarati

through my eyes, you do not see what I see I saw a shadow carrying hate on his back He was miserable and wanted to taunt me' When I cried for help no one believed me You all heard me weep my cries were so deep Alone in the mist it sa...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 241 views | Poetry | February 9, 2018

"Music"

by Masarati

when I am in the dark I am in my zone This is the only time I enjoy being alone I feel the calm vibes Hearing the music is what gets me going I slowly start to move my hips from side to side the music has me feeling great I can not...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 189 views | Poetry | February 9, 2018

"With you"

by Masarati

when I was down you got me back on my feet you did not say "fuck her I will just let her be" there were times I was scared but I knew we were meant to be from the moment I laid my eyes on you I knew you were something special you are...

1 Like | 0 comment | 185 views | Poetry | February 9, 2018