Masarati

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"A fighter"

by Masarati

Her mind was going insane she could not bare the pain she felt so insane she was always the one to blame life was a toxic game she fought through the night as suicide was on her mind she continue to fight She prayed that her future...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 54 views | Poetry | October 16, 2023

"The Beauty"

by Masarati

If you seen the beauty in her you would fall in love shes beautiful like a dove Yet she is unaware for maybe she does not know or maybe she does not care her voice is so softly spanish her voice and spoken she is the beauty she is c...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 39 views | Poetry | October 16, 2023

"No more"

by Masarati

Close my eyes tight It helps me sleep at night I pray to the lord, to help me win this fight I do not want to see the devil in sight He does not cause me fright no more depression I refuse to develop aggression i want to my mind to b...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 356 views | Poetry | June 18, 2022

"Racing Emotions"

by Masarati

I asked the lord to shut my eyes at night My mind is crazy it’s like a war Be ready to fight...

0 Likes | 3 comments | 338 views | Poetry | April 6, 2022

"In my dreams"

by Masarati

God gives me signs All the time Everytime I go to sleep He sends them in my dream...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 283 views | Poetry | April 6, 2022

"Dear You,"

by Masarati

Whoever you are, stay true to yourself Don’t be too hard Don’t cause yourself to become scared...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 397 views | Poetry | April 6, 2022

"Thinking"

by Masarati

I spend endless nights with no sleep I used to cry so much the shit hurt me it cut me deep when no a soul understands because they refuse to comprehend I’m hurting I refuse to talk to others No more making amends i wish I could r...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 417 views | General | June 11, 2021

"Disconnected"

by Masarati

I miss when we used to connect before the arguments and pain nothing is the same it felts that we have disconnected my heart hurts tired of individual throwing my name in dirt everyday I wake up I try to remain standing tall but...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 431 views | Poetry | June 11, 2021

"Pardon me 1"

by Masarati

pardon me, I allowed an abuser and rapist silence me I was young maybe 13, manipulated for years believed my voice was not powerful not strong enough to get help, to escape so maybe it is partially my fault for not speaking or maybe i...

1 Like | 2 comments | 426 views | Journalistic Writing | February 1, 2021

"pardon me"

by Masarati

Pardon me I have not written on here in awhile the best decision was to take a break i needed time to myself I was tired of living behind a fake smile I just needed peace and i found that peace within my child My life has changed dra...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 540 views | General | February 1, 2021

"Dear best cancer"

by Masarati

Dear you are the best you have lighten my world and cause a smile on my face i hope we last for more then awhile And our endless nights make me feel like no matter what everything will be alright our bond our energy I love it becaus...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 553 views | General | October 16, 2020

"I"

by Masarati

I can not care for what will that do for me but hurt me as strong as I try to be i have my moments, were I know i am not fine , for I am not myself i tend to keep to myself ...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 844 views | General | August 5, 2020

"Depression kills people"

by Masarati

Depression kills people But no one cares until your dead I’m tired of these fucked up thoughts in my head Why does it take for you to die For people to care about you and cry Why when you are there for everyone else When it’s yo...

2 Likes | 1 comment | 692 views | General | June 6, 2020

"tattoos"

by Masarati

I arrange this beautiful art onto my arms it feels amazing the pain helps heal me I do not see no harm people tend to get apprehensive for I do not comprehend what is wrong this art covers my past ...

1 Like | 0 comment | 955 views | Poetry | March 31, 2020

"nightmare turns into reality"

by Masarati

I sustained many nights struggling in my sleep my dreams are vicious its equivalent to having malicious fights they soon become nightmare it begins to fuck with me mentally which is not fair...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 785 views | Poetry | March 31, 2020

"Suicide Chain"

by Masarati

We all pray the pain will go away We hope one day the feelings disperse Before they become worse Some days we want to drink the feelings away Some days we get high So we believe we are high up in the clouds Having fun not caring if we are l...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 671 views | Poetry | March 28, 2020

"A letter to my son"

by Masarati

Dear sweet baby boy, I love you for then you know! you are my best friend my soulmate and you changed my life for the better without even knowing it you are my true love you saved my life and for that I owe you the world and more i...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 554 views | Journalistic Writing | March 11, 2020

"love helps"

by Masarati

Say I love you only if you mean it that is the most intelligent way for individuals to believe it keep a smile on their face never allow it to go away pray for you love ones they are your day ones and when things go left please ign...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 996 views | General | January 14, 2020

"vibes of a motorcycle"

by Masarati

As I feel the wind against my face, blowing my hair in many ways I eventually start to smile more the scenery is a beauty nature is something I adore living life on the edge living life at a fast pace enjoying this race something I h...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 809 views | Poetry | January 14, 2020

"In Her Voice"

by Masarati

What i speak on should not scare you it should help you teach you to understand people like me if you can not see that I understand but our energy and brains do not match which means my poetry is not something you should read something...

1 Like | 2 comments | 691 views | Journalistic Writing | March 24, 2019

"Down"

by Masarati

March 2 everything I ever loved I lost I discovered I am the problem I hate it I hate myself i don’t deserve to be here my home is not a home i just wanna leave Why can’t yall see...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 958 views | Journalistic Writing | March 2, 2019

"Thoughts"

by Masarati

February 25th 2019 my dream is to live in New York i want to own a condo i wanna purse cosmetics and accessories i want to become an actress i wanna be in commercials and funny movies one day hoping to purse scary movies I want to be...

0 Likes | 2 comments | 751 views | Journalistic Writing | February 25, 2019

"Today"

by Masarati

February 25th 2019 i took a few days off I had a lot on my mind between ending friendships/relationships to my bestfriend birthday who is no longer here broke my heart to eating food all day, and getting high to avoid my feelings to...

8 Likes | 0 comment | 804 views | Journalistic Writing | February 25, 2019

"Fallon apart"

by Masarati

it’s February 24th honestly the month of February was rough i learned so much about the people I was around. I discover secrets people kept from me I spent nice crying Mane got my heart broken by the person I loved my bestfriend pas...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 686 views | Journalistic Writing | February 24, 2019

"Something different"

by Masarati

quick message I want to try something different I am going to use this site as my online journal...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 661 views | Journalistic Writing | February 24, 2019

"Happy new year"

by Masarati

a note to myself : Happy new year 2019 I want the new year to be a different year I want to become happy I want to find myself I want to figure out what I want to do with my life and what I believe what is best for me I made a lot of mist...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 1088 views | General | January 22, 2019

"He broke my heart"

by Masarati

When I wrote you all these love poems love songs I wrote, when we both know I can not sing it was my way to express myself to you my heart and soul belong you to Yet you took advantage my heart so broken the pain hurts I cannot manage...

1 Like | 0 comment | 1217 views | Poetry | December 15, 2018

"My eyes hurt"

by Masarati

the pain hurts my eyes and no I will not deny from the moment I was born I knew I should not have been here this is fucked up it’s unfair this feeling has me torn growing up, I was the black sheep no one understood for my feelings...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 1176 views | Poetry | December 4, 2018

"Dead birds"

by Masarati

they can not fly in the sky they were once so harmless you can see, they are ready to cry Believing as the black sheep of the group they migrate opposite from other birds now they are ready to die...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 1107 views | Poetry | November 23, 2018

"You"

by Masarati

I won’t feed into your shit anymore I won’t hear your lies To be honest I can’t handle the pain So depress I’m ready to die I love you in a way no one else could A way nobody else would My heart cries for you My mind is obsessed wit...

1 Like | 0 comment | 1282 views | Poetry | October 20, 2018

"Shadows"

by Masarati

pain does not go away it follows you like a shadow you carry it on your back you cry and cry everyday hoping one day it will go away...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 1378 views | Poetry | October 10, 2018

"Fuck you"

by Masarati

My first love broke my heart at one point I never picture us being apart they way you played me lied to me damn you never really loved me I was hoping to spend a lifetime with you but that was not what you really wanted to do I can n...

2 Likes | 1 comment | 1063 views | General | September 20, 2018

"Lost love"

by Masarati

i guess, the love you had for me is gone thought we would be together forever maybe I was wrong I knew you were bad baby but i was bad too this relationship was blashemy damn this took all my breathe that was the last for me i must...

0 Likes | 2 comments | 1219 views | Poetry | September 15, 2018

"Stormy"

by Masarati

The storm is falling me i can not manage to get away these clouds are hurting my head the migraine is coming along I am depress, so miserable this earth is where I do not belong I’m weeping in my head I wish I was dead sleeping fo...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 1207 views | Poetry | September 15, 2018

"No love"

by Masarati

You don’t look at me the same you look at me less you used to be a phone call away not your not maybe your stress you used to say I love you endlessly now it’s rare you wanted to get married guess now it’s varies...

1 Like | 2 comments | 1254 views | Poetry | September 13, 2018

"Happy"

by Masarati

Hurting Anxious Paranoid Praying Yelling spelling happy but I am not happy...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 1118 views | General | August 30, 2018

"Don’t"

by Masarati

do not ever treat depression as if it is not serious it is a matter that needs to become understand no one wants to feel alone or less of a person if you know someone who’s battling depression or anxiety or bipolar do not turn you...

0 Likes | 4 comments | 1162 views | Poetry | August 30, 2018

"Chosen one"

by Masarati

I ask God everyday what did I do to deserve such hurt i am living on earth but experiencing hell i will never know until the day I die for I am the chosen one...

0 Likes | 2 comments | 1259 views | Poetry | August 30, 2018

"Fuck everyone"

by Masarati

racing my heart won’t end i am hurt I am dying I refuse to pretend my life is death and this was my demise in disguise I feel my heart shattering i feel myself slowly breathing I wake up not sure if I am alive these are my real...

1 Like | 0 comment | 1083 views | Poetry | August 29, 2018

"You"

by Masarati

My heart cries for you in a way you do not understand my body craves you I’m your biggest fan with you everything is amazing you give me a great feeling, a tingling sensation...

1 Like | 2 comments | 1270 views | Poetry | August 21, 2018