Davissr2018

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"The things you’ve said"

by Davissr2018

I will honor your choices as you asked me to. I hope she gives you everything you have been missing and so much more than comfort. I know you will spin all this like you always do which makes it impossible to be your friend. But I will miss...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 432 views | General | June 19, 2021

"Ways"

by Davissr2018

It hurts to be so far away from you. I wish I could be where you are all the time. I am all in, does that register? Like the only thing that will make me go away is you telling me to go away. I can't stress that enough. I am not walking awa...

1 Like | 0 comment | 602 views | General | June 12, 2021

"Making Sense"

by Davissr2018

I am sorry things didn't go the way I had hoped, but it was good to see you nonetheless. I am sorry for everything you are going through and I want to help. I know you aren't happy with me right now and I understand. But I just want you to...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 342 views | General | May 29, 2021

"3 days"

by Davissr2018

I just love you. We don't have to fight anymore. And we don't have to miss each other anymore. You are all I want and all I need. I try sometimes to show you that I know who you are inside and out and it always comes out wrong. So I will ju...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 485 views | General | May 23, 2021

"That’s the way it is gonna be"

by Davissr2018

I wish that we were making each other crazy in the good way. Instead of the name calling and undercutting, I wish we were just learning about each other's bodies. I want to know every twist and turn, every quake and quiver your body makes....

0 Likes | 0 comment | 364 views | General | May 13, 2021

"What I Really Want"

by Davissr2018

I was driving through the rain today, and then all of a sudden, the roadway was dry, the sky was clear, the rain stopped. Just like that. And it reminded me of you. You are my clear sky. And I know how much I have hurt you running from that...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 531 views | General | May 9, 2021

"Letter to my love"

by Davissr2018

Baby, I wish I could help. Just remember you are perfect, not just to me but to so many others. You are all I ever wanted in life too, if that helps at all. We are all full of shit in the end of it all. Try to remember that, baby. Until we...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 325 views | General | May 8, 2021

"Sometimes it is Painful"

by Davissr2018

You seem really mad and sad, and I don't understand. I hope everything is ok and you are getting everything you need. I am trying to find my way. It isn't going that great but there are bright spots, and tonight was one of them. It had been...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 345 views | General | April 30, 2021

"Simplicity Eludes"

by Davissr2018

I miss you too. I want to see you, but I am scared. Every time I leave alone from you, it is like the end of the world for me. It may be funny to some, but it is very real to me. And it is not the same fight for me. It is a different fight...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 353 views | General | April 23, 2021

"Rock Stars and Rodeos"

by Davissr2018

I acted like I knew better I didn't know any better Not saying it wasn't my fault It was mostly my fault. We were like a story in a movie But I was mostly for show Thought I knew about love But all I knew was the rodeo. I had never...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 484 views | General | April 17, 2021

"Your Eyes"

by Davissr2018

Every year and again, I catch your eyes by surprise. They get so wide, and I can see the whole world in them. It replaces, for a moment, the other things that I have seen in your eyes, the ones that crush my soul. The tears and shock that c...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 438 views | General | April 17, 2021

"Love gutters"

by Davissr2018

Sorry I don't have much to say right now. It isn't that anything has changed for me about you. Things are just hard, a lot of really real things. I wish we could talk about them. I understand why we can't, but it doesn't make it any easier....

0 Likes | 0 comment | 481 views | General | April 13, 2021

"I miss you."

by Davissr2018

It is so hard to see you suffer and not be able to help. This being apart doesn't get any easier. I am so sorry. I want to be there for you. I just want to hold you. I just want to show up on your doorstep with c...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 543 views | General | April 6, 2021

"Shifting"

by Davissr2018

I want to argue about stupid stuff like who is gonna hang up the phone first or who loves whom more. Not this fundamental shit we keep going round and round about. I want to beg you not to stop getting me off, not begging for your attenti...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 583 views | General | April 3, 2021

"Poor Substitutes and Double Standards"

by Davissr2018

I wish you were here instead of this rather regrettable hard seltzer. I don't know how many ways I can tell you that you are the one. I am trying to learn and I try to apply what I learn to the next attempt but it seems like all the rules c...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 370 views | General | March 28, 2021

"Understood"

by Davissr2018

I don't care who is right or wrong. Or if it breaks me beyond repair All I want is you. Don't wreck me just because you can. Or even because I deserve it. I just want to give you what you want. It is all I am trying to do. I feel someti...

1 Like | 0 comment | 591 views | General | March 23, 2021

"Pathwork Work"

by Davissr2018

The book you recommended finally came in. I was gonna say all this stuff. But I will stick with, I respect your boundaries. I will do better. See ya soon. Can't wait....

0 Likes | 0 comment | 351 views | General | March 16, 2021

"Stars and Such"

by Davissr2018

I had the best dream. It makes me blush. It is so hard being away from you. Your memory is insatiable. It rarely leaves me. Kinda like you, I guess. I am trying to learn and change as fast as I can. Most times, I learn stuff and I wan...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 389 views | General | March 11, 2021

"Apology"

by Davissr2018

I'm sorry that I hurt your feelings. It is all over your face. I am just trying to feel close to you, that's all. I am well aware that I have no grand insight to offer. You have me in the palm of your hand. Everyone knows it but...

1 Like | 0 comment | 596 views | General | March 5, 2021

"Friends"

by Davissr2018

I can see it in their eyes, their doubt. They change the subject. They pity me at best and are suspicious at worst. They want proof, and I can offer them none. Most don't believe me but even the ones who do want me to dial back. They fear t...

1 Like | 0 comment | 623 views | General | March 4, 2021

"Chances"

by Davissr2018

I hate my ceiling. I hate my bed. My desk. My dinner table. I hate everywhere I am without you. I hide it, but I am angry all the time. Angry at me for not getting it right. Angry at you for having a really great time without me in the des...

1 Like | 0 comment | 480 views | General | March 2, 2021

"Desert dessert"

by Davissr2018

A night somehow lonelier than the last I am used to the dull ache of your absence But the sharp sting of desire is worse Feel like I am dying from the inside out "Death by Patrice" like a dessert that I cannot, will never, get enough of...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 612 views | General | February 23, 2021

"Troubled times"

by Davissr2018

I am afraid of and you are ashamed of the fact that we are still in love with one another. For me, you are too good to be true. So you say, I am too bad to be true to you. Still here we are... Do you wonder what I am doing to get over th...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 498 views | General | February 22, 2021

"Letters to my Lover"

by Davissr2018

I am so tough when you aren't around. I know exactly what to say and feel and how to breathe. Then you are there and all I can think is take me home and love me. But it doesn't come out that way. I just keep begging for the next chance, so...

1 Like | 0 comment | 414 views | General | February 21, 2021

"All"

by Davissr2018

I don't want to cry on your doorstep anymore I want you to let me inside Your home, your bedroom, your body, your soul I want it all. I don't want you in my backseat I want you to drive Take us anywhere you wish As long as we are tog...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 438 views | General | February 16, 2021

"Nearest One"

by Davissr2018

Grinding my teeth and waking up in a cold sweat You devastate me without the slightest effort I am drowning slowly Watching others go about their lives Not knowing they are missing you How do they do it? I wonder half-heartedly I woul...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 416 views | General | February 14, 2021

"We were made for this fight"

by Davissr2018

I missed you before I even met you Now I am a lost traveler, A bewildered patient, A failed student, A wearied warrior, But I am yours. And I miss you. I don't want you to know a moment's comfort Without me by your side. Cause I am selfi...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 385 views | General | January 31, 2021

"Angels to the right and Vampires to the left please"

by Davissr2018

You survived me, but I didnt you Funny that the vampire was the one consumed Not by the fire, but by you You got out of me, us, and I am absurdly happy for you Sort of, I guess, all you see is the sun now You can't even see all the bea...

0 Like | 0 comment | 552 views | General | August 12, 2020

"My Corpse’s Lament"

by Davissr2018

I can feel myself drifting Like a facedown corpse in the water Of someone who had been grifting Stealing for too long any smile I could find I left nothing here of purpose or value But they'll say I loved a woman or two As I float thr...

1 Like | 0 comment | 598 views | General | July 21, 2020

"Last Call"

by Davissr2018

They were all lies but they kept me safe from an impossible truth That you were all I ever wanted Now unleashed it is all I can feel Helpless without my shields I am stuck to know you were inside of me all along In some brutal, primal...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 574 views | General | July 14, 2020

"Safe love for the win"

by Davissr2018

You said you'd never wait And I said I'd never beg But we did oh we did Year after year Don't let it go now We're almost there A lifetime love How did you let it go? Just when we were almost there. Unexpected you would be the one...

1 Like | 0 comment | 602 views | General | June 17, 2020

"Dont go"

by Davissr2018

Love doesnt hear anything I say But you do, dont you, baby? I know you still love me. Just like I still love you. And I know I like to party too much But I like the sad songs... too much I like your sad songs too much You're the only...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 574 views | General | May 27, 2020

"A nighttime swim"

by Davissr2018

I made her love my everything And now there remains nothing In my heart, my head, my body, my soul Everything gives way to nothing Nothing good, nothing bad Just time to go dump myself in the water With n...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 672 views | General | May 24, 2020

"Tattoo"

by Davissr2018

My pain was always your punch line My heart your bullseye, Until it wasn't, but darts still you threw I hate that laugh you do When my pain is your punch line....

1 Like | 0 comment | 774 views | General | April 30, 2020

"No stones to throw"

by Davissr2018

I'm curled up with Mallrat dreaming of you Knowing I have no right to your heart anymore But your memory is mine forever. We swore it long ago. I will shadow dance with your ghost; you will sing under the lights about me. And we end so...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 651 views | General | April 22, 2020

"Your playlist"

by Davissr2018

Another screw your ex anthem Blaring from the open window Next to me at the light And I smile wishing I could sing along Like I used to when you broke my heart But this time is different I went all in and I don't want out But I know...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 640 views | General | March 8, 2020

"She"

by Davissr2018

She hangs with the rich kids But she steals her money from the poor And she claims to be happy But she lies most of the time And she tells a great story But her memory is faulty From the drugs and the games she plays So she steals an...

1 Like | 0 comment | 800 views | General | March 7, 2020

"Yoga poses"

by Davissr2018

I know peace sometimes When I am with you sometimes I dont want to run anymore Standing still as you slam the door. Hurts to be so alive No where to hide I love you even if I am alone with it I love you even when you are done with it...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 751 views | General | March 7, 2020

"Passing ships in the night"

by Davissr2018

I am so glad you are happy, baby Sorry I tried to bring you down Guess that is all I do for women these days anyways So sorry I let you down one time too many And you forgot our love You did the right thing all along And I am sorry I...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 639 views | General | February 27, 2020

"Come Around"

by Davissr2018

I know, I know my reputation precedes me. But I swear I would never love another If you'd just look me in the eye, Mean it when you say "I love you" Keep your lips just for me, Like she never did, like he never did. I know you think y...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 699 views | General | February 25, 2020