sydney.aman

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"My Tree"

by sydney.aman

my tree sits over me through the seasons watches me laugh cry ponder all while silently judging as we sat and you let me count your leaves in silence you listened with patience let the rain keep you with me as a f...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 45 views | Poetry | April 20, 2023

"The Wind"

by sydney.aman

It screams your name Every inch of me wishes you would wake up At least you are sleeping I hope you are dreaming of only me I wake up every hour First thought is You If only you knew If only you could hea...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 200 views | | December 8, 2022

"Your expectations"

by sydney.aman

If I would have been better in school you would have been proud If I hadn't failed my first class in 4th grade you wouldn't have doubted me at such a young age If I made better grades you would have been proud If I wasn't so hyperactive,...

1 Like | 3 comments | 927 views | Poetry | July 22, 2019

"unexpected disappointment"

by sydney.aman

Truth of the fucked up matter is you can't even trust your own parents, flesh and blood, to be kind and love you unconditionally. they won't even try and understand you they are already too far into their own beliefs to see any thing but...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 916 views | Poetry | June 22, 2019

"a question with no answer"

by sydney.aman

i just wanna live but why is it that when im at my lowest wishing i was happy i lose my breath the one thing that keeps me alive...

1 Like | 1 comment | 908 views | General | April 24, 2019

"another perspective"

by sydney.aman

you lose your temper over something silly i bite your head off because im tired tired of letting people walk all over me me smiling taking it eating shit i laugh and say not anymore i loose my temper over something silly you...

2 Likes | 1 comment | 833 views | General | April 24, 2019

"by: someone"

by sydney.aman

"I am NOT the justification of your existence ... this is MY life"...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 637 views | Undefined | April 2, 2019

"one race … HUMAN"

by sydney.aman

"it's not about white or black, it's about the content of character" - Martin Luther King...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 795 views | Undefined | April 2, 2019

"seeing reality"

by sydney.aman

we see things as WE are ... not what THEY are ...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 828 views | General | April 2, 2019

"these sisters"

by sydney.aman

I knew a man once who knew these sisters well they kissed his eyelids and everyday he went a little more mad so he built a wall to keep it all outside but those sisters were in there with him even there, the silly man th...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 915 views | Poetry | April 2, 2019

"nightmares"

by sydney.aman

... but then i woke up a dream so mean so scary so dark so lonely but i have the secret ... WAKE UP...

1 Like | 1 comment | 939 views | Poetry | April 2, 2019

"these constant dreams"

by sydney.aman

i had the worst feelings that day then i shot them up into the atmosphere and the harder i cried the harder it stormed....

0 Likes | 1 comment | 934 views | Poetry | April 2, 2019

"another view on happiness"

by sydney.aman

it's not all about me and even though i am in pain its worth sticking around to maybe make my little corner of the world a better place. in doing that i will find happiness and my place in this world and so will you....

0 Likes | 0 comment | 1043 views | Poetry | April 2, 2019

"dear father"

by sydney.aman

first memories were of me being your little girl too soon i become what seemed to be your project keeping me busy keeping me straight dictating my every move controlling every aspect of my entire life ...

1 Like | 2 comments | 1113 views | Poetry | February 22, 2019

"drifting into darkness"

by sydney.aman

sometimes .. most of the time, i am consumed with what .. who knows the constant fight to be or appear to be normal is my biggest demon i feel as if i am an empty raft mindlessly floating down a stream (a dark, narrow stream .. sh...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 967 views | Poetry | February 21, 2019

"just a silly joke"

by sydney.aman

"whats that smell?' "huh?" "it smells like up sexy in here" "whats up sexy?"...

1 Like | 1 comment | 803 views | Humor | February 8, 2019

"seeking temperance: sophrosyne"

by sydney.aman

The ancient Greek concept of an ideal of excellence of character and soundness of mind, when which, combined in one well balanced individual leads to other qualities, such as temperance, moderation, prudence, purity, decorum and self contro...

0 Likes | 3 comments | 904 views | Information | February 1, 2019

"reality"

by sydney.aman

"all i gotta do is take this shit a little more serious"...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 935 views | Undefined | February 1, 2019

"Perception is such a lovely thing."

by sydney.aman

this is not something that i wrote. instead, its something i constantly remind myself of to keep from drowning in.. well .. life. read top to bottom.. then bottom to top hope this is as inspiring for you as it is for me. ...

2 Likes | 1 comment | 727 views | Creativity | January 30, 2019

"5:25 am"

by sydney.aman

The title Not a sad title this time Not a sad song Just a title for once I wake up for a glass of water Kitchen is lit by the old...

1 Like | 1 comment | 1259 views | Poetry | January 19, 2019

"untitled, as it should be"

by sydney.aman

purpose is the only thing that happiness will bring if i gave up all the bullshit now maybe i could figure the rest out everything is not what it seems only if money brings what you desire and what you need &n...

1 Like | 1 comment | 1040 views | Poetry | January 15, 2019

"today vs. tomorrow"

by sydney.aman

struggling to fill this hole wondering what will change tomorrow focus on that only hope shut down the weak and cold what will this day bring we will probably never know if we see tomorrow it will be a miracle i prom...

1 Like | 1 comment | 1096 views | Poetry | January 15, 2019

"drunk poetry"

by sydney.aman

first thing first sip immediately a different person is this a habit for fun . boredom fear guilt weakness hopelessness what could i have done differently why do i continue to self destruct mental illness substance ab...

1 Like | 1 comment | 1116 views | Poetry | January 15, 2019

"A tear that never fails to fall"

by sydney.aman

Why do i cry so much is it because i feel the beauty of things so hard that i cant control the faucets in my eyes why does the devil on my shoulder always say this isn't true emotion this is the mental illness that has haunted and contr...

1 Like | 2 comments | 1059 views | Poetry | January 15, 2019