Shunidai

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"the devil in I. We."

by Shunidai

Saying sorry to ya, is like speaking thru the anesthesia. I should have been there, I should of said something instead of bere. Your parents are not your fault, my silence to violence leading to the fall. my sin, my selfish need, if...

1 Like | 0 comment | 439 views | General | October 19, 2020

"dreamland"

by Shunidai

Insanity at a whim, in the sane window pane when I win. Expectations, spectacular vernacular, less drive by in my mind. I lose. Words cross the railroad, but only when cerulean skies bliss bless the mess less entangled...

1 Like | 0 comment | 530 views | General | August 11, 2020

"love is cruel"

by Shunidai

My first child's mother. Is beautiful, fun, adventurous. We never fought. Eight months pass, and I learn she is pregnant. Her demeanor changes. She instantly becomes distant. With in a span of nine days, after first learning of the pregnan...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 530 views | General | July 16, 2020

"life"

by Shunidai

Confusion leads to many things....

1 Like | 0 comment | 722 views | General | June 1, 2020

"frosty bones"

by Shunidai

"Is everyone who works here idiots, or just you?" a customer arrogantly asks. A green shirt, a green counter is what stands between the customer and the parts associate. The associate dips his head, with hopes to subside his anger. He clin...

2 Likes | 0 comment | 614 views | General | May 28, 2020

"love and rage"

by Shunidai

this has been quite the journal for me. venting my emotions, and allowing others to read my internal struggle. this is another i wish to share. Visions in my mind. Losing control. Visions of moving my body in ways that make super humans se...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 623 views | General | May 21, 2020

"the World"

by Shunidai

How do we preach to others but not to our selves. quick to judge others but fail to restrain others from behaving a fool in public. by allowing others to behave they way they do also places you as responsible. civil duty and being civil is...

0 Likes | 1 comment | 583 views | General | May 6, 2020

"An angels fear from the beast"

by Shunidai

Some words you, just, can not get out. I try but the words dont come out. I speak but my voice isnt heard. My cup has over filled, and now the beast has a few words of his own. I enthrall the bed side table. fixed eyes to the lamp. a sn...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 590 views | General | April 28, 2020

"the honest word from the violence."

by Shunidai

"I practice law at the most prestigious school. I am trained to get a jury to believe you rape children! Do you always order the same Sno cones next to that elementary school?" asks the pre law student. "What the hell are you talking about...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 687 views | General | April 18, 2020

"Tunnel"

by Shunidai

Everyone stumbles. Everyone wonders if what they are doing is the right thing to do. Well, life is a tunnel. A really wide tunnel. Dark and impossible to see. There are three main types of people, with many variables. The first type hold...

1 Like | 2 comments | 807 views | General | April 5, 2020

"Gratification"

by Shunidai

I don't write this time around with intent to mystify or expand your imagination. Merely to express an experience with you. Ive long since deleted any and all social media contact. It has been two months now. Tha...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 702 views | General | March 24, 2020

"Forever chained"

by Shunidai

The psychiatrist asked me to close my eyes. Aside from my urge to roll my eyes, I satisfy her ego and comply. Describe what I see? Are you sure you wish me to release what's in my mind? You asked for it. Not me. It's grey. Endless. No e...

2 Likes | 0 comment | 682 views | General | March 15, 2020

"Nightmares………"

by Shunidai

Everyone waits patiently, in this room. Dirty, dark; dingy 60's carpet. Torn pink drapes cover hard water stained windows. A large wooden industrial spool commands center audience. "Where's sanity?" my wife, Love, anxiously blurts. "I don...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 637 views | General | March 2, 2020

"Today"

by Shunidai

Kamikaze my rage, to the page. Blank vision to my excitement. Distorted views cloud any judgment. Proper writing Etiquette, hold back my artistic Everett. Paragraphs corrected by an adult, read by a child, misconstrued by the minds of t...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 755 views | General | October 30, 2019

"Everyone is wrong."

by Shunidai

Don't get me wrong. Everone is right, to. People are sheep inherently. It is easier to do as someone says than to make your own decisions. When those decisions turn bad, it is then easier to blame others than your self. Every person do...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 826 views | General | October 10, 2019

"Feel"

by Shunidai

I feel a surge of power. The type of power that towers Over the flower of cowards. I feel a rage. The build up of rage that will uncage The tamed hearts of the unnamed. I feel the pride. The pride that will rise And pry the dead eye...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 828 views | General | October 10, 2019

"tranquility pt1"

by Shunidai

Its nice. This northern ashy soil, cool to my skin. The night sky, glitter strewn across barren tree tops. Makes me wonder how fate drove me to this point. Torn white Tee, feeding the ever hungry red. Oh, how I have wished for so much still...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 825 views | General | August 14, 2019

"day dream that carries the blue duck on a cloud of 9 of 9"

by Shunidai

Long dreary day it turned out to be. So beautiful, no wind, eighty degrees, beautiful day. Still, so hard to find motivation. Laying comfortably sprawled out. This dark cherry leather couch has a way of keeping me imprisoned. Same goes for...

0 Likes | 2 comments | 836 views | General | August 6, 2019

"love"

by Shunidai

Not like some stupid romantic bullshit most googly feminine jocks obsess over. im speaking truth. love is like a river. it flows. it moves. it evolves. it changes. it erodes the hardest into sand. the roughest into smooth. you can fight it...

0 Likes | 4 comments | 1020 views | General | August 1, 2019

"judge, jury, social executioners"

by Shunidai

You asked me to give you the truth. What did you do with it? You judged me. Held it against me. I could have easily just lied to you. You would not have been the wiser. Serving time in prison is never over. That damned box that indicates i...

1 Like | 0 comment | 835 views | General | July 29, 2019

"try again. just five more years."

by Shunidai

shame from my awkward interactions. young and uneducated. selfish attempts only end with a long, brain dead nap. life continues, five more years. more self inflicted shame. inward facing anger. projected outward. the noose tightens properl...

0 Likes | 2 comments | 786 views | General | July 24, 2019

"decide on one"

by Shunidai

Age old question. Which is correct? The beauty is phenomenal. Love is indescribable. But, the other is eternal. Friendship neverending. How do you break whats not broken? This new flower keeps me trapped. The old flower still in bloom and b...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 660 views | Narrative Nonfiction | June 6, 2019

"work"

by Shunidai

Finally, last day of the week. Shoveling these potatoes ain't easy. It will be nice to get home and relax for the next three days. Ugh, that means next week my schedule changes back to nights. Better make sure i force myself awake so i can...

0 Likes | 0 comment | 1037 views | General | May 26, 2019

"Sunshine"

by Shunidai

Melt my bones, warm my heart. Your face reminds me of a time before the dark. Take my ring, bare my frustration. Your love keeps me grounded when the sun fades. Feed me, I rub your feet. Your acceptance makes my frustrations non-existe...

2 Likes | 2 comments | 927 views | Poetry | May 10, 2019

"Dear Grandpa,"

by Shunidai

I write this letter to you, with out knowing if it will even reach. Fifteen years, I agree, have been too long. I should have come to see you, when sis got married. I know, she was beautiful. I would have looked even stronger holding my nie...

0 Likes | 4 comments | 703 views | Narrative Nonfiction | May 10, 2019

"fear"

by Shunidai

fear the inside, not cuz it's there, but cuz it's damage would be great. fear the friend, not cuz they are available, but cuz it's power is great. fear the love, not cuz it's embrace, but cuz it's power is great. &n...

1 Like | 2 comments | 1023 views | Poetry | April 28, 2019

"spittle"

by Shunidai

Thorn on a rose, is nothing but. The sky is blue, because. Ignorant bliss, because nothing but is a choice. ********************************************************************************** There will come a time when a person must dec...

1 Like | 2 comments | 899 views | General | April 26, 2019

"Detention Essay Assignment of a Loaner"

by Shunidai

Insistently tapping pencil to paper. As if to demand attention. How are they to command others. Even so, the others were placed here in punishment for their actions. Simplicity could not exaggerate the frustration upon pressured intimidatio...

1 Like | 2 comments | 904 views | General | April 24, 2019