JENNIFER S. McCURDY
WILD AT HEART
TO MY BEST FRIENDS CURT, SHANE, ROBERT
I KNOW THEY MAY HAVE CHANGED BUT TO ME THEY ARE WILD AT HEART. AND TO MY BEST FRIEND CHRISTIE FOR I KNOW SHE WILL ALWAYS HAVE A BROKEN HEART.
They are wild at heart
they are my best friends
I have known them for a
Long time. I love them as
my brothers. They may have changed
In so many ways. But deep down.
they are wild at Heart
I think I can love you.
I think I can
Love you. You mean
So much to me. But
I think I can love
You in that way. You are
Still my best friend.
But…..
I think I can love
you in that way.
He is bad to the bone.
He is bad to the bone.
In so many ways. That
Is why I care about him.
He moved away and then
Came back. He may have
Changed but to me….
He is still ,,,,
bad to the bone.
They are my best friends forever
they are my best friends
They are like a brother
That I never had.
I don’t love them
In any other way.
I care about because
They are my best friend
Forever.
When he moved away
When he moved away
I was sad because
He didn’t say goodbye.
But I really don’t understand
Why. I am happy he came
Back. But I am waiting
For his call I know he will
Call. I am not upset anymore
That he moved away. It made
Are friendship stronger. I know
He will never leave me.
Because I was sad
When he moved away.
I miss his old ways.
When we were in
High school he
Use to pick on me. I
Known him for 16 years.
And he is still there
Sometimes I miss
His old ways. He
Used to make me laugh
When I was having
Guy trouble. We used
To talk forever.
Oh how I miss his old ways.
I am a Aunt!!!
I can’t believe I am
a aunt. We would
Joke about having kids.
I didn’t think that it would
Ever happen but now I am
A aunt. I tell my son
That he is my friend he
Is his uncle and he says I am
To His little girl that
I am her aunt.
People like us are crazy.
When you don’t have
Anybody to love
You look up to your
Friends sometimes they
Are all you have. That is
Why people like us are crazy.
It won’t be like this for long.
I know you want to talk
To me. I understand why
We can’t talk right now.
But it won’t be like this for long.
I am happy you found that special
Someone I would like to get to know
Her maybe soon.
It won’t be like this for long.
These are the best days of our lives.
these are the best days
Of our lives. We found
Our soul mates and have
Kids. Hope to see her soon.
Because these of the best
days of our lives. We will
Be best friends forever.
Just you and I….
These are the best days
Of our lives.
When I run into “her”
When I run into “Her”
She tells lies about “him”
The last time I saw he she
Made me mad. I cried
Because of the things she
Said about “him” I want to
Beat her up. I am scared of
what she might say. I am
Scared I might just do that.
I will try to walk away
But it is hard because she is
Saying things about my best
Friend. She wants to be
With him but he don’t want
Anything to do with her.
When I run into her I get upset.
When I run into “her”
I feel so lonely without him.
I feel so lonely when he
Moved away. I didn’t
Know how lonely I was.
I keep crying and I don’t
Know why. People say
Worry about myself.
But I can’t help it.
It was the way I was
Raised. I never had
This trouble before.
And I am scared I know
he don’t have a phone.
That is why I am so lonely
Without him because I can’t
See him. I feel so lonely
With out him.
I don’t know why I am missing him.
I don’t know why I am feeling blue.
Maybe it’s because I am missing you..
I want to cry because he can’t call me.
I know he cares about me and I care
About him. But I am missing him so.
Waiting by the phone I really don’t
Know why I am missing him so. He
Is my best friend. He moved away
Because he couldn’t take it anymore.
I talk to him once . He said he would
Call. But I am missing him so because
I am waiting by the phone.
I don’t know why I am missing him.
He still is a kid at heart.
I known him for a long time.
He used to be wild. Always
Getting into trouble. He
Maybe older and wiser
But to me he still is a kid at heart
Don’t want to lose you now.
Don’t want to lose you
Now you are all I have.
don’t want to lose you
Now. I know we can win
This. Don’t want to lose
You now. I know she
Still loves you. But
She will move on too.
Don’t want to lose you now.
I am the lucky one.
I am the lucky one to
Have him in my life.
I am the lucky one
To be his best friend.
I care about him more
Then anything. So I guess…
I am the lucky one
All summer long.
All summer long just me
And him hanging around
Just being s friend. He
Went away but I still
Remember that all
The times we had.
All summer long
Don’t worry about me I am alright.
Don’t worry about me I am
Alright. I am feeling under
The weather. You take
Care of me and I take care
Of you. I should be alright
Thank you for being there
For me. I am not mad when
You moved away. I was hurt
You never said goodbye. So now I
Am writing a poem to tell you how I feel.
Don’t worry about me I am alright
We are best friends forever.
He is my best friend
we do everything
Together. No matter
What we are doing.
He knows what I
Am going through
We are best friends forever.
He will break your heart.
He says he loves you
But is it true? You say
You love him but will he
Say it too? You are sad
Because he went away.
He will break your heart.
She broke his heart.
She broke his heart just
Like he broke yours.
You want to tell him
How much you still
Love him. But will
His heart be the same.
Can he face you because….
She broke his heart.
Can I love him once more.
He went away and came back.
I haven’t talk to him lately.
Can I face him again and tell
Him I love him. Can I look
Into his blue eyes once more?
Can I love him once more.
Does he know you love him?
You hang around by the phone
Waiting for him to call.
Does he know you are
Waiting for him?
You want to tell him.
But…..
Does he know you love him?
I can treat you better then that.
I can treat you better then her.
I would never break your heart.
She may think I am wrong.
And get mad. But I know
I love you more then she
Would ever do.
I can treat you better then that.
You belong with me.
I sit in my room thinking
About you and me.
I know about you more
Then her. she may
Share something with you.
But I know your heart isn’t
There……
You belong with me.
Listening to our song.
When I am up in my room.
I dream of you and me.
Listening to our song.
Crying to let my soul
Be free. When we were
Together I never got the
Chance to say I love you.
Now you are free and
I listen to our song once more.
Hoping and praying that
Someday he will be with me.
That is why I am….
Listening to our song.
When I look at your picture.
When I look at your picture
I never knew how much
I loved you. I never got the
Chance to say I love you.
Now it maybe to late.
When I look at your
Picture. I know someday
You will be mine…
When I look at your picture.
I would never break your heart.
I would never break your heart
Like she did. I would never
Hurt you the way she does.
I know I am shy but I want
To show my feelings to you.
I would never break your heart.
I want to be in your arms again.
I want to be in your
Arms again. Just like
We used to be. Having
You kissing me telling
Me how much you
Love me. Maybe we
Are met to be so
Would you please.
I want to be in your arms again.
I can’t stand her anymore.
I can’t stand her anymore.
I hate her for what she
Did to him making him
Move away and now
He is to far away.
I can’t stand her anymore
Why can’t he see we are met to be?
Why can’t he see we
Are met to be. He
Moved away leaving
My heart broken.
Now we are talking
Again and I want to
Tell him how I feel.
Why can’t he see we
Are met to be.
I want to say I love you.
I want to say I love you.
Just like we used to.
When we younger I was
Shy. But I am not anymore.
But why can’t I just Say it?
I want to say I love you.
Was it love at first sight?
When we first met
It was love at first
Sight. But we went
Different ways and
Now you have come
Back. Was it love?
Was it love at first sight?
I never stopped loving you.
When you first went away.
It broke my heart.
But now I have moved
On. But deep down.
I never stopped loving you.
I should of never let you go.
When we broke up I
Should of never let you
Go. How can I say I am
Sorry. I am hurting because
I should of never let you go.
You drive me crazy.
You drive me crazy because
I love you. You drive me crazy
Because I want to be with you.
How can I say I love you.
What can I do to make you
Mine again. You drive me crazy.
PART 2
Broken Harts
You left me broken
Harted. You never
Said goodbye. Instead
You left me with a
Broken hart. I tried
To call be you never
Called me back.
Instead you left me.
With a…
Broken Hart.
I promise you.
I promise you
I will always love
You. Be there for you.
I promise to take care
Of you. That is what…
I promise you.
Because of you
Because of you
I am lonely. Because
Of you. I cry at night.
Because of you I have a
Broken hart.
Because of you.
Fly away.
I want to fly away
To be where you
Are. I want to be
With you night
And day. I just
want to….
Fly away.
Don’t let me go.
Don’t let me go.
I thought you should
Know I still love you.
But why did you go?
I thought you should
Know that I didn’t
Want you to go.
Don’t let me go
Stop playing with my heart.
Stop playing with
My heart. You know
It’s not right. Stop
Playing with my heart.
You know I want to
Hold on to you tight.
Stop playing with my heart.
Don’t go away.
Don’t go away
I need you so.
For I love you so.
I just wanted to
Let you know I didn’t
Want you to go.
Don’t go away
How do I keep on going?
How do I keep
On going with
Out you in my
Life? You left
Me and I don’t
Know why. How
Do I keep going on
If all I do is cry?
How do I keep going on?
Wonder where you are.
Wonder where you are.
You never did call.
Wonder if you still
Love me. I tried to
Find you but I still…
Wonder where you are.
Where do I go from here?
Where do I go
From here?
You left me
Without a hi
Or a goodbye.
Were do I go
From here?
I thought you
Loved me. all
I want to do
is why I cry.
Where do I go from here.
Going on.
Going on with my
Life. It’s going to
Be hard can’t you
See I know you
Still have feelings
For me. It’s going
To be hard.
Going on.
Let me go.
Let me go for
You should know.
I think you should
Let me go. Because
You left me.
So I think you should
Know. You can just….
Let me go
Wouldn’t change a thing.
Wouldn’t change a thing
About you I love the
Way you are. I thank
My lucky stars that
I have you in my life.
But I…..
Wouldn’t change a thing.
Blue eyes.
Your eyes are
So blue looking
At me. You eyes
Are blue loving me.
Your eyes are so
Blue seeing what I see.
Blue eyes
Looking for love.
Looking for love
In all the wrong
Places. Not having
You in my life. Looking
For love in all the wrong
Places not having you in my
Life. Looking for love
In all the wrong places.
Looking for love with you.
Looking for love in all the
Wrong places.
Looking for love
Broken Harted
You broke my hart
Not saying goodbye.
You broke my heart.
Not caring about my
Feelings. You left me.
Broken harted.
All alone
I am all alone
With out you
In my life. Why
Did you have to
Say goodbye?
I am all alone
With out you
By my side.
Since you went
Away. Now I am…
All alone.
Nothing at all.
When you went
Away you didn’t
Say why. You didn’t
Say goodbye. Now I have.
Nothing at all.
What about our love?
What about our love?
You said you loved me.
But is it true? You never
Did say goodbye. What
About our love? What about
My feelings?
What about our love?
What about us?
What about us?
You went away.
You never said
Goodbye. You
Make me cry at
Night. Because you
Went away. What about
The times we had?
I thought you cared.
What about us.
He doesn’t know.
He doesn’t know
I still have feelings
For him. He doesn’t
Know I still love him.
He moved away.
I never got the chance
To tell him.
He doesn’t know.
Hooked on love.
I am hooked on you.
For my love for you
Is so true. How about
You? I am hooked on love.
For my feelings are true.
Hooked on you. I am….
Hooked on love.
Never told you I love you.
Never told you
I love you. Now
You are gone.
Now it is to late
To say I love you.
How can I say I
Love you when
You are to far away?
never told you
I love you.
How can I live with out you?
How can I live with
Out you in my life?
You never really
Did say goodbye.
Now I have a broken
heart. How can I
Live with out you?
What did I do?
What did I do
To make you
Move away?
You didn’t say
Why now I have
To cry. Was it me?
Was it you?
What did I do?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go
From here? When
You went away
You didn’t say
Why or even
Said goodbye.
But you made me
Cry. Where do we go
From here? Do we
Go on with life?
Where do we go from here?
Come home.
You left me for good.
You hurt me badly.
I still want you to come
Home. And be with me
Again. Won’t you please…
Come home.
Can’t stop thinking about you.
I can’t stop thinking
About you. When
You went away.
You broke my heart
Can’t you see you
Are hurting me?
Can’t stop thinking
About you.
Every time I fall.
every time I fall
You help me pick
Up the pieces.
every time I fall
You are there.
Every time I fall
You hold me tight.
I miss you at night.
Every time I fall
He’s out of my life.
He’s out of my life.
I can’t see why
He left me behind.
He is out of my
Life for good.
It breaks my heart
Because……
He’s out of my life.
Do you believe in me?
Do you believe in me?
Because I believe in you.
Do you love me the way
I love you? Do you believe
In me? The way that I see you?
Do you believe in me?
Whispering in my ear.
When you were here
Whispering in my ear.
I used to hear your
Name whispering
In my ear. Seeing
You feeling you.
The sounds of your name.
whispering In my ear.
Wishing you were here.
Wishing you were here
With me. I don’t know
If I can go on. But
I will try. wishing you
Were here holding me
Tight. just you and I.
Wishing you were here.
Dreaming of you.
I am up here in my room.
Looking at your
Picture when I go
To sleep at night.
I am dreaming of
You holding me tight.
Dreaming of you.
Baby blue.
Baby blue was the
Color of your eyes.
Baby blue like the
Clear blue sky’s.
Baby blue like
Diamonds in the sky.
Baby blue.
My love for you is So Pure and true.
My love for you is
So pure and true.
How about you?
Do you feel the
Same way about
Me too? Each and
Everyday my love
For you is so pure and true.
Why did you leave?
Why did you leave?
I thought you loved
Me. Why did you leave?
I thought you cared about
Me why did you leave?
I want you to know.
I want you to know
You make me happy.
I want you to know
You light up my life.
I want you to know
You are special to me.
I want you to know
Where did you go?
Where did you go?
You haven’t called.
Where did you go?
You haven’t stopped
By. where did you go.
I am missing you so.
Where did you go?
Goodbye my friend.
Goodbye my friend.
It is not the end.
Goodbye my friend
The only one I
Secretly loved.
Goodbye my friend
Give me your hand.
Goodbye my friend.
Looking at you.
Looking at you and
What do I see?
You staring right
Back at me. Why did
You leave? Leaving me
All alone. What about
Your friend Joe? looking
At me. What do I see?
You looking at me and
I see me…….
Looking at you
Where ever you are.
Where ever you are
I hope you are happy.
Because I am not.
Where ever you are
Across the blue sky.
I just want to die
Because you make me cry.
Where ever you are.
Does he know?
Does he know?
I love him?
I want to tell him.
Does he know how
Much I care about
Him? Does he know
He broke my heart?
Does he know?
Don’t go.
Don’t go because
I need you so.
Don’t go I want to
Be with you.
Don’t go.
.
Do you have to go?
Do you have to go?
When I need you so.
Because I still love you.
Do you have to go and
Leave me broken hearted.
Do you have to go?
Long ride home.
It’s been a long ride
Home since you
Have been gone.
It’s been a long ride
Home with out you
In my life. It’s been a…
Long ride home.
Playing our song.
When I turn
The radio on.
And hear them
Playing our song.
It makes me cry
I just want to die.
Because they are…
Playing our song.
Baby all I need is time.
Baby all I need is time.
When I am with you
I fall apart and don’t
Know what to say.
Will you trust me?
Baby all I need is time.
I just want to say I love you.
I just want to say I
Love you. Do you
Feel the same way
Too? Hold my hand
And count to ten.
I just want to say I love you.
It’s my life.
It’s my life and your
Not in it. It makes
Me upset because
I still love you.
I want you to be
In my life with me.
But you moved away.
And I had to say goodbye.
I want to be with you.
It’s my life.
We are met to be.
We are met to be but he
Told me that he didn’t
Love me. He loved
Someone else. It
Made me said because
I still love him. He is
Hurting right now
But I don’t want to
Tell him that I still
Love him. Maybe
He knows…
We are met to be.
From the bottom of my broken Hart.
From the bottom of my broken hart.
I must tell you that I still love you.
From the bottom of my broken
Hart. I wish you were with me
Once more. From the bottom
Of my broken hart. I am trying
To find someone new. But
From the bottom of my broken
Hart. I just wanted to let you know.
I am still in love with you.
From the bottom of my broken hart.
Baby please stay.
Baby please stay I love
You so. Why did you
Have to go away?
Baby please stay
I still love you so.
Baby please stay.
How much do you really love me?
How much do you
Really love me?
Do you love me
As much as I love
You? My question
To you is…
How much do you really love me?
All I have to give.
All I have to give
Is my heart and
Soul to you. Do you
Feel the same way too?
How much do you
Really love me.
I am giving everything.
All I have to give.
Everything I own.
I am giving you everything I own.
Because my love for you is
Real. Would you do the
Same thing too? Would you
Give me everything you own?
I am giving you everything I own.
Is it true do you still love me?
Is it true do you
Still love me like
I still love you?
My heart leaps
For joy if this
Is true. Because
I know I still love
You. Is it true
Do you still love me?
Let me show you how I feel.
Let me show you how I feel.
I know you still love me.
I can hear it in your
Voice. I will love
You for ever.
Let me show you
How I feel. With
Your sweet lips
On mine.
Let me show you how I feel
Do you know I still love you?
After all these years.
I still love you.
Do you know I
Still love you?
Maybe you heard
It from a friend.
Do you know I
Still love you?
Broken Harted
you broke my hart
not saying goodbye
you broke my hart
not caring about
my feelings you
left me. Broken harted
Broken Hearts
you left me broke hearted
you never say goodbye
instead you left me with
a broke heart. I tried to
call but you never called
back. Instead you left me
with a broken heart
Poetry