I took My Fall from Heaven when My Son stiffened up in my arms.
Demons the night before showed Me how possession causes harm.
Smiling just before He flung his neck back as if in an exorcist.
withering in My arms becoming like a cold blooded serpent.
It wasnt a seizure or fit but it was full of emptiness.
In a moment I knew what all of Life Truely ment.
Known for thriving in the dead heat of stress
A feeling I never knew spread throughout My body quick.
For the first time in my life I didn’t know what to do and panicked.
Just as any normal new parent learning would.
I did everything in my power that I knew that I could.
Which was create the red light then pull it with all my might.
Looking for what moments ago was the key meaning in my life.
He was like a blank shell with no animation in sight.
Body stiff as a board and his neck flung unnaturaly back
A living body that felt like an empty emotionless sack.
The more I did the only things that I knew how
The more and more he seemed to be farther away from me now
Without a second thought I jumped headfirst into the darkness
Tearing the lock off without hesitation not hearing the serpent’s hiss.
I was in a dark tunnel now falling to the end of Satan’s black abyss,
Holding an empty body that was just carrying most of my soul.
The end of the tunnel I jumped in through now was closed.
Like Legion being trapped where even all of hell froze.
farher into the nothingness for my only Son I continuely dove
It was the darkest of anything in Life that Ive ever seen.
So fast did I fall not even Abraham’s god could believe.
darker than the night before when the devil tried tricking me.
Asking me if again he should flood the sea
As I kept searching for light in my lil mans empty eyes.
What was left of my soul infinititly made its last goodbyes
I was pulled even deeper straight into the singularity of a black hole.
I fought untill I sunk even deeper which was the demons entire goal.
I hugged my baby boy even tighter thinking together we will fall.
Being crushed by the weight of heaven I could no longer stand tall
As quickly as it began I put my hand on my head and pulled.
With my Son in my Left arm and my soul in my right hand I stood
Remembering who I dealt with just the other night
Now in my Right Hand a crystal crown shined plasma bright.
Looking the devil in His eyes demanding this has to have some kindve price.
Without even thinking I offered my soul in exchange for my Son’s life to spare.
Still sinking into the heaviness and darkness of y babies empty stare.
Trying to think of anything I could to bring him back from my nightmare.
It was completely dark all around me with my eyes open wide.
He didnt even blink it felt like He was locked up all inside.
Sinking like an anchor in an ocean where I couldnt walk on water.
With my son in my arms he was My Life and My altar.
Looking Death directly in the eyes and in no way did I falter.
I put my forhead against my Son’s and started asking God why.
Ice formed around my heart, not even leaving a piece of me to cry
A moment later the entire universe wouldve been sentenced to die
The true Morningstar Samael saved us all trading his life for mine.
That is the moment the Beast reached his breaking point of his pride..
It was able to stop me from falling through the otherside.
Now with some kind of light inside me I knew again I had to try
Never losing in my life I knew there had to be something I could do
But then the evil burst out of the back running into the living room.
As she ran towards me evil in her eyes glowed dark and dreary.
it lit up the true demon in front of me but I didnt even worry.
I knew instantly it would breath light back into my son in a hurry.
His demon mother snatched him out of my arms telling me I could not choose
The gods broke reality with how fast they all had to burst through.
It all came from her evil hiss without a single thing she had to prove.
The ArchAngels realized too late that they might’ve sealed their own doom.
Climbing out of such a black hole more than the universe did I move
They found the Wrath of God thus making their biggest fear become true.
the one theyve been waiting to protect is the one they just tried to screw
She took our son in the back room leaving me alone to pray.
To a God I didnt believe in any more I didnt know what to say
All I could think of was please let my son have a normal life
I dont know how long it was tgat I waited there
Long enough for a coldness to settle among the air..
I didnt percieve reality for I only had a single care.
I didnt think about the fabric of time that was just torn
Only why the Angels fell and what they were cast out of Heaven for
When I finally walked to the room it was as if I could hear a horn
I could hear Angels in Heaven singing ‘Mt. Olympus will be torched’
I opened the door and fear was relieved from my heart
My Son looked up at Me and He laughed again My lil man from the start
He looked back at Me with his eyes electrifying like an arc
There was My soul and He started jumping excitedly in his crib
The entire time the true serpant on the bed not knowing what she did
I scooped him up in my arms but I couldn’t even cry.
That day I declared no matter what I will always fight for mine
I was so happy to see My Baby happy and free
I didnt even realize that what returned was barely a part of me
Till this day when I feel normal I know it’s only a tiny piece.
I havent been whole again leaving that part of my heart in ice trapped within.
And all of Heaven’s Angels have been trying to hold me together since.
That night I came back the Beast of Revelation fighting for my Prince.