Look you think I’m dumb when I’m smart .
You think I’m joking when I’m serious.
You think I don’t know but I know everything.
I know a lot more than I let on.
I know your eyes like you knew mine.
You think you know them but you don’t.
If you did you’d know I’m up.
You see what you want.
You see what you did before.
I’m not the same anymore.
Why can’t you understand.
I’m a new me but you can’t see through it.
The walls so high that even you aren’t supposed to be here.
You got through them in a different way.
I thought I was heartless.
But you proved me wrong.
Sitting here in the dark.
Waiting for you to walk right in.
You look straight at me but why can’t you see.
My eyes are wide open looking at you.
They flash to her she looks at me.
She sees why can’t you.
Why can’t you see the walls are up.
But every day they just break down at your jokes.
Angry, sad or mad but it’s worse when they don’t say anything at all .
If you raised your hand at me I do believe i’d still trust you again.
As you break the walls down again.
Day after day I build them.
You break them down once more.
I don’t know how please stop I beg of you.
You’re hurting me when you break the walls.
How am I supposed to live.
When the next one hurts me.
You say go to bed with a look of steel.
You hug her as though she’s the only one.
I go to hug you good night but you push me away.
As she hugs you yet again.
Please stop you’re hurting me.
Why do you not see.
I’m in love with the.
I’m not supposed to be.
You are after all a little too close to home.
Why must you break the only thing that keeps me alone.
It’s keeping me sane.
It keeps me from pain.
It keeps me from love.
But you broke it all.
Now how am I supposed to not fall.
I trusted you then.
You broke it the same day.
But yet again as I rebuild my walls
You come back over only to make them fall.
Now i’m too gone.
Drama
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It’s hard to leave someone, even though they put you through hell. Because there are god things about them, right? You’ll always be able to make excuses for them. But at the end of the day, there’s only one question you need to ask yourself: do they make you happy much more than they make you sad?
yes they do and thanks
God things? You mean good things right? Just teasing you
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yes my spelling off sometimes includen when im righting these in anger or sadness
Good writing.
Very well expressed.
Strong conviction. Good sense of your surroundings and ability to see a situation arise. Brilliant actually.
Alert.
Walls are an interesting upkeep.
thank you