JENNIFER S. McCURDY
A PRAYER TO THE LORD
TO: MY FOSTER MOM KAREN THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEED YOU THE MOST.
A PRAYER TO THE LORD.
I am saying a prayer to the lord.
I am not feeling like myself.
I want to cry because I don’t
Feel like my old self. So I am
Saying a prayer to the lord.
I hope I get better. So I just
Wanted to say…
A prayer to the lord.
CHILD’S PRAYER.
When a child say’s a
Prayer he listens
When a child is sad
He hold’s them tight.
I want to say a prayer
So he can hold me tight.
Too I am his child.
So I am saying a child’s prayer.
THE LORD LOVE’S HIS CHILDREN.
The lord love’s his children.
He will save them from the
Devil. He tries his best to love
All his children. Good and bad.
That is how the lord love’s his children.
A LOST CHILD.
I am a lost child I don’t
Know why I feel this
Way. I believe in him.
Maybe he will help me
Find my way home.
The angles are singing
My song. I am a lost child
Trying to find my way home.
I know he will carry me home.
But. I am still…
A lost child.
MY HOPE IS IN YOU LORD.
My hope is in you lord.
I am sad and confused.
I don’t know why I feel
This way. My hope is in
You lord. Please carry me
Away. My hope is in you
Lord. Can you hold my hand
Today…..
My hope is in you lord.
HE IS ALWAYS WITH ME.
He is always with me when
I am down and feeling blue.
I ask him to forgive me
Because I am scared. Hr
Will hold me tight and tell
Me everything is alright.
I know he will be with me.
.
I CRY OUT TO HIM. MY SOUL IS LOST.
I cry out to him.
My soul is lost.
I have no clue why.
I cry at night because I
Wonder if everything will
Be alright. My soul is lost.
I want to cry out to him
So he can help me. I cry
Out to him because…..
My soul is lost.
MY ANGEL IS WATCHING ME.
My angel is watching me.
Could it be my best friend?
My angel is watching me.
I can’t see her but she
Can see me. Reporting
Every move I make.
She is my childhood
Best friend. I know
She is proud of me now.
Someday I will meet her.
But right now my angel is
Watching me.
WILL HE FORGIVE ME ABOUT MY PAST?
Will he forgive me about
My past? I have done
Something that he
Might be upset about.
Someone told me that
I had the devil in me.
Is this true will he not
Forgive me about my past?
I AM PRAYING TO HIM. SO
HE KNOW’S I STILL LOVE HIM.
I am praying to him.
So he known’s I still love him.
This lady told me I had
The devil in me. So I am
Praying hoping he will forgive
Me. And I know I still love him.
I will pray every night if I have to.
I praying to him so he
Known’s I still love him.
THE LORD HAS BLESSED
ME WITH THIS CHILD.
The lord has blessed me with
This child. How can that be?
I have done so many thing’s
Wrong in my life. That I don’t
Understand why that is. I want
To say thank you for believing
In me when I didn’t have it in me.
The lord has blessed me with
\my little boy. And I promise
I will never let him go.
THE LORD MADE THEM
JUST SO I CAN LOVE THEM.
The lord made them.
Just so I can love them.
I love them both because
We were met to be. And I
Thank the lord for my little
Jonny. The lord made them
Just so I can love them.
Each and everyday. Even if
They went away. They would
Come back and I will say….
Thank you lord for making them.
The lord made them. Just
So I can love them all over again.
I KNOW HE WILL FORGIVE
ME IF I AM FAITHFUL TO HIM.
I know he will forgive me
If I am faithful to him.
He will forgive me for all
The bad things I have done.
I don’t care about what
“she” said I know he will
Forgive me. I know he will
Forgive me if I am faithful to him.
.
I WILL SAY A PRAYER SO
I KNOW HE WILL FORGIVE ME.
I will say a prayer so I know
He will forgive me. I don’t
Want to say bad things about
People. But I can’t stand this
Woman. She thinks she is the
Lord herself. saying that the
Devil is inside me. I know that is no true.
Because I say a prayer. So now
I know he will forgive me.
HE WILL SET ME FREE.
He will set me free
Just him and me.
On top of the highest
Mountain side. He will
Set me free if I ask him
Nicely. Maybe he will set
My soul free. Because I
Have been faithful to him.
He will set me free.
I WANT TO BE MORE
UNDERSTANDING LIKE “HIM”
I want to be more understanding
Like him. Maybe I wouldn’t feel
So sad inside I want to more
understanding like him. I will
Be a better mom to my son.
Maybe he would understand
Someday. I want to like him.
I DON’T WANT TO BE ASHAMED.
I don’t want to be ashamed
But I can’t help it. They
Just came up to me “she”
Started yelling at me. “she”
Said I should be ashamed of
Myself because of what we did.
It’s not fair hat it has to be
This way. All I want to do is be
“friend” but she won’t let him.
It’s just the way I feel. I don’t
Want to feel ashamed.
THANK YOU LORD FOR BEING THERE.
Thank you lord for helping me
Walk away from her. I can’t
Stand he she took him away.
It makes me sad because
He is my friend. I am sorry
I let you down. But I know
You will forgive me.
Thank you lord for being there.
PLEASE LORD HELP MY DADDY.
Please help my daddy.
For he lost a friend.
I know he went up to heaven.
Please lord help my daddy.
For he is hurting so. Will
You please carry him.
Please lord help my daddy.
DON’T WORRY ABOUT ME.
Don’t worry about me.
I will be alright. Don’t
Worry about me I can
Hold you tight and
A kiss goodnight?
Don’t worry about me.
I don’t care what they
Said. I love you and I
Won’t break my promise.
Don’t worry about me
I should be alright.
I want to kiss you goodnight.
Don’t worry about me.
I DON’T WANT TO BE SICK ANY MORE
I WANT TO LET THE LORD IN.
I don’t want to be sick anymore.
I want to let the lording. But
Everything I do seems to be wrong.
I don’t understand why this is. I don’t
Want to be sick anymore.
I want to let the lord in and carry me.
I don’t want to be sick any more.
I want to let the lord in and carry
Me. I don’t want to feel sad anymore.
Please lord forgive me I am so sad
And hurt right now. I hope I can feel
Better. I don’t want to feel this way.
I don’t want to be sick anymore.
I want to let the lord in.
LORD I NEED YOU.
Lord I need you so.
I don’t know where
To go. I am so confused.
Lord I need you help
To put this all behind.
Lord I need you I hope
You can help me too.
Lord I need you.
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WHAT I LIKE ABOUT SUNDAY.
What I like about Sunday
Going to church and bending
Down to pray. What I like
About Sunday singing with the
Angels above. That is what I like
About Sunday.
FATHER AND SON.
A father and son is
What the lord is made if.
He gave up his child to
Save us from our sins.
He made the world and
Now the father and son
Looks down at his children.
BECAUSE HE LOVE’S ME.
I know he loves me
I am asking him to
Love me even more.
I am not going to let
“then” bother me. I
Don’t know why I
Let them get to me.
I know he cares and I
Wish he was here. I
Know every thing will
Be ok. I know this
Because he loves me.
I BELIEVE IN HIM.
I believe in him. For I know
He will love me. I believe in him.
All his angels are watching over
Me. That is why I believe in him.
TEARS ARE FALLEN DOWN.
Tears are fallen down.
The angels are saving
Someone. When someone
Is going to heaven. The
Angels open up the clouds
And let the tears fallen down.
The tears are fallen down.
HE’S WATCHING OVER YOU AND ME.
He’s watching over you and me.
every night I say a prayer
That maybe my dreams
Will come true. He is
Watching over you and me.
Just to see if you are ok.
He is watching over you and me.
HE WILL CARRY YOU LIKE A CHILD.
He will carry you like a child.
He will care for you like a
Child. You will walk with
Him hand and hand. When
You are scared he will carry
Like a child. He will pray
With you no matter what
You do. He will carry you
Like a child. Just him and you.
He will carry you like a child.
I WANT TO GET BETTER AND
REMEMBER THE LORD.
I want to get better and remember
The lord. I know he loves me and
Nobody can tell me different.
I can’t stand her because she
Thinks. She knows everything
About the lord when she don’t.
I want to get better and remember the lord.
I DON’T WANT TO HURT ANYMORE.
I don’t want to hurt anymore.
I am scared I might lose them
again. I am trying really hard
To be better. I hope I can do
Better. I have no clue what
To do. I don’t want to hurt
Anymore. He can help me with
That. I want to tell him that.
I don’t want to be hurt anymore.
I WANT HIM TO HOLD MY HAND.
I want him to hold my hand.
And tell me it’s alright.
I am feeling better. But
It’s not enough. I want
Him to hold my hand.
And let me take a stand
And tell everybody
That I am doing better.
I want him to tell me
Everything is alright.
I want him to hold my hand.
I WANT TO BUILD A BRIDGE FOR HIM.
I want to build a bridge for him.
And tell him I love him. Just me
And him walking on the bridge.
Can I make it past the bridge?
I don’t want to feel like I didn’t
Do it right. I want to build a bridge
Just for him and walk with him
Hand and hand. Just me and him.
I want to build a bridge for him
HE IS SEARCHING FOR A LOST SOUL.
He is searching for a
Lost soul. To him them
To the light. He is searching
For a lost soul with some
Delight. He searching for a lost
Soul wondering what this is all
About. He is searching for a
Lost soul. And that person
Is me. He is trying to find my
Lost soul. Just him and me
Trying to see what’s going
On. He is searing for a
Lost soul.
IT’S NOT WHAT YOU TAKE
IT’S WHAT YOU LEAVE BEHIND.
It’s not what you take
It’s what you leave behind.
I want to have him save me.
So I won’t leave anybody
Behind. I know my family.
It’s not what you leave behind.
Just him holding my hand and
Me take my place beside him.
It’s not what you take.
It’s what you leave behind.
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE.
Please forgive me for
What I have done.
Hold my hand and
Never let go for I
Need you so. Please
Forgive me for what
I have done I will try
To do better for my son.
Please for give me for I have
Done I will do better for him
And the rest of his life.
Please for give me for what
I have done.
THE TRUTH REALLY HURTS.
I just found out that truth really
Hurts. I am mad at “her” because
Of what she said about my dad.
I am so confused I need
Someone to talk to.
But there really isn’t anybody
But the lord himself. I am so down.
That is why the truth hurts
I don’t know why this is
Maybe it’s me. Maybe it’s
Them. The truth really hurts.
I MISS MY CHILDHOOD DAYS
WHEN I HAD FAITH IN HIM.
I miss my childhood days.
When I had faith in him.
Now I look back and I feel blue
Because of what she did. She
Lied about what was going
On. It seems like she past
On all the family came to
See us. I miss my childhood
Days why we went camping
It’s not fair to loss my childhood
Days. But I still have faith in him.
I miss my childhood days.
THE LORD TOOK HER UP TO
HEAVEN SO SHE COULD
WATCH OVER ME.
She went away I didn’t know why.
The lord took her so she could
Watch over me. I don’t know
Why but now I wish she was here
So she can tell me why6 she told
Me all those lies. I know she loved
Me but why did she have to tell
All those lies. The lord took her up
To heaven so she could
Watch over me. She is now
His angel. I wish she was here
Now to tell me why what she did.
I understand she loved me.
And the lord tool her up to heaven
So she could watch over me.
SHE HURT ME BECAUSE
SHE TOLD SO MANY LIES.
She hurt me because
She told so many lies.
I don’t know why. It
Really hurts inside. My
Dad told me none of
It’s true. I don’t know
Know why she would
Tell all those lies. She
Hurt me because all she
Ever did was tell lies.
She is me because
She told so many lies.
IF SHE LOVED ME WHY DID
SHE TELL ALL THOSE LIES?
If she loved me why did she
Tell all those lies? I don’t
Hate he. I am disappointed
In her because she lied about
What really happened. If she
Loved me why did she
Tell me all those lies?
I AM PRAYING TO THE LORD
SO I CAN FORGIVE HER.
I am praying to the lord
So I can forgive her. I
Don’t know why she
Did what she did.
But I am praying
To the lord so I
Can forgive her.
I WISH SHE WAS HERE NOW
SO I CAN TELL HER HOW I FEEL.
I wish she was here now
So I can tell her how
I feel. She went away
And didn’t say why.
I wish she was her now
So she can see me now.
I only see her in my dreams.
I want to know why she
Did this to me
I wish she was here
So I can tell her
How I feel.
I AM FEELING BLUE BECAUSE
I REALLY DON’T KNOW
WHAT TO DO.
I am feeling blue because
I don’t know what to do.
I don’t know why she would
do something like that.
She knew my dad didn’t
Do what they said he did.
I am feeling blue because
I really don’t know what to do.
HOLD ME TIGHT AND NEVER LET GO.
I want you to hold me tight
And never let go.
Hold my hand and
Let’s take a stand.
Tell her to let go
Of the past. And tell
The truth. Hold me tight
And never let go.
WHY SHE TOLD THE LIES SHE SAID.
I don’t understand why she told
Lies about what really happened.
When I was a child. I don’t hate her.
I know deep down she cared about
Me. Why she told the lies just to
Get me back. When they were all
Lies. Why she told lies she said.
I FINALLY FOUND HER.
I finally found her she was so
Happy to see me. I know
She is hurting just like
I was. She is my sister
And always will be.
I have finally found her.
THE LORD’S PRAYER
I want to tell the Lord to
Forgive me. Because I am
So sad. I want to say the
Lord’s prayer I really
Don’t know what to do.
I am so sad. I want to
Tell him how much I need
Him. I just want to say….
The Lord’s prayer.
CAN I BUILD A BRIDGE?
I am really confused.
I want to believe in “him”
When he says everything
Will be alright, He wants me
To build a bridge. Can I build
A bridge? I really want to build
A bridge. I just don’t know how
To. I know he love’s me. I can’t
Build a bridge. Can he love me
Like he used to?
Can I build a bridge?
LORD PLEASE FORGIVE ME.
I know I need to say a prayer.
So I am saying one now.
Lord please forgive me.
I know the “Devil” is in me.
I want to believe you. When
You change people’s lives.
I want to change mine too.
Lord forgive me please tell
Me that my little boy will
Be alright……
Lord please forgive me.
WHAT “SHE” SAID.
I am hurting because of “what”
She said . It makes me sad.
“she” Told me that I had
The “Devil” in me. I am
So unhappy and sad. I
Just want to cry. Because
Of what she said. I know
The Lord is understanding.
I don’t want to hate “Her”
I am just hurting because
Of what “She” said.
FLOOR’S OF HEAVEN.
I am upset because I miss
Her so. I don’t understand
Why she told me all those
Lies about the people I love.
I know there is wholes in the
Floors of Heaven. And she
Watching me. It is raining
Outside. And I know the
Angels are crying. I am
Disappointed in her because
She left me. But my day
Will come. And I will
Be by her side watching
Through the floors of heaven.
Watching my little boy…..
In the floors of heaven.
SET MY SOUL FREE.
Set my soul to be free.
I am lost. The Lord will
Save me. I know there
Is no Devil in me. I don’t
Understand why someone
Would say those things.
I am upset because I am
To set me soul free. I know
The lord will be understanding.
Now I can…
Set my soul free.
MY SOUL IS SET FREE.
My soul is set free.
I know he loves me.
I am so lonely. I am
Trying to forget my past.
But it’s really hard to do.
My childhood is lost forever.
That is why I want my
Soul to be free because
I know she is watching me.
I want to let myself go. So…
my soul is set free
WILL HE CARRY ME?
I am sick and I don’t
Know why. I am asking
The Lord to carry me.
I am feeling blue. And
I don’t know what to do.
I am really sad today.
I Have done bad things
In the past. Will he
Forgive me?
Will he carry me?
I WILL NOT GIVE UP.
I will not give up hope.
I know he loves me so.
I am not giving up.
Because I love that someone.
He will carry me. Try not
To be sad. I will not give up.
I WILL CARRY YOU.
I will carry you because
I miss you. I will carry
You like a child. I will
Carry you when you
Are sick. I just want you
To know…
I will carry you.
I WILL TRY MY BEST.
I will try my best
To be helpful. I
Will try my best
To be more understanding.
I know he loves me no matter
How or what happens
I will try my best to love
My baby forever.
I will try my best.
HOW CAN I GO ON WITH SOME MANY CHANGES IN MY LIFE?
How can I go on with so
Many changes in my life?
I must be strong for my
Loved ones. I know they
Love me no matter what
Happens I promise I will
Never go back but I am still
Sad. How can I go on with so
Many changes in my life?
NOT FEELING LIKE MYSELF.
I am sick and I don’t know
Why. I am not feeling like
Myself. I am sad because
I am sick. Nobody think’s
It’s true. That is why I am
Feeling blue. I am…
Not feeling like myself.
LISTEN TO YOUR HART.
Listen to your Hart
You will find your
Way home. Listen to
Your Hart and you
Won’t feel so blue
Anymore. Listen to your
Hart he will be so understanding.
Listen to your hart.
WHEN YOU ARE SICK HE CARRIES YOU.
I know I am sick and
My soul is lost. But
I know he is carrying
Me when you are
Sick. He carries you. I
Know now the “Devil”
Is not in me. But I want
“Him” to forgive me for
All the bad things I have
Done. I know now.
When you are sick.
He carries you.
JUST ME AND THE LORD.
I sit in a chair next to the Lord.
I tell him how I feel. He is
So understanding. It’s
Just me and the Lord.
He forgives me for being
Sick. I am so happy he
Is understanding.
Just me and the Lord.
I WISH SHE WAS HERE WITH ME.
I wish she was here with me.
Maybe I wouldn’t be so
Blue. I have no clue why
I feel this way. I wish she
Was here to see him grow.
I wish she didn’t leave me.
I was only 13. I know she
Loved me that is why I
Wish she was here with me.
I AM SORRY I FEEL THIS WAY.
I am sorry I feel this way.
I am upset because I
Need “Him” In my life.
I can’t sleep that is how
Sick I am right now. People
Say not to worry about them
Worry about myself. But I can’t
Help the way I feel. I try to forgive
“her” but she hurts my feeling every
Time I call her. She put’s me down
And my brother too.. I love her
But I can’t stand to be with “her”
“Lord” please forgive me for feeling
This way. That is why I can’t sleep
At night. I am sorry I feel this way.
I CAN‘T SLEEP.
All I want to do is sleep.
I keep waking up and I
Don’t know why. I just
Want to cry. He don’t
Understand why I feel
This way. I am hurting
Inside because I need her
So. But she won’t listen.
She tells lies and then when
I ask she tells me something
Different. I have no clue why
I am feeling blue. It makes
Me want to cry because…
I can’t sleep at night.
KEEPING MY PROMIES
I am not feeling like
Myself. I feel sad
And lonely because
She lives so far away.
I promise “Him” I
Wouldn’t go back but
I can’t help the way
I feel. I am trying to
Keep my promise but it
Is hard to stop this. But
It’s making things worse.
I am sad because I want to
Keep my promise but
I feel lonely just thinking
About it I want to keep…
Keeping my promise
I AM SAD AND CONFUSED.
I feel so sad and confused .
I don’t know why I feel
This way. I hope that
I will be ok. I promise
I would be well again.
I will tell them I love them
Maybe I would be so…
Sad and confused.
.I HOPE HE WILL TAKE ME HOME.
I am so lonely I hope “He” will
Take me home. I am so sad
Because I am hurting so bad.
I hope he will take me home
And hold me tight. I can’t
Help but feel this way. Someone
Told me I had the “Devil” in me.
I know that is not true. I know he
Loves me for who I am.
I hope he will take me home.
LORD PLEASE FORGIVE ME.
Lord please forgive me.
I am not feeling like
Myself these days.
Could you please
Carry me? Lord please
Help me. You are so
Understanding. I love my
Family but I am sick. And I
Don’t know why I feel this
Way. It is upsetting me. So
I am asking you Lord….
Lord please forgive me.
HOLDING ON TIGHT.
I don’t know why.
But I am holding
On tight. Because
I am scared I might
Go back “there.” so
I am holding on tight,
So I will be alright.
I can’t sleep at night.
So I am holding on tight.
I WILL TRY MYBEST.
I will try my best to
Stay at home. I will
Try my best to be
Understanding. I will
Try my best not to hurt
Anymore I know people
Are worried about me.
I just can’t help it. I am
Upset about what “she” said.
Lord forgave me.
So… I will try my best.
DOES HE LOVE EVERYBODY THE SAME?
I have a question for “him”
Does he love everybody
The same? I am feeling blue.
I don’t think he is upset with me.
I just have a question for him.
Does he love everybody the same?
NOBODY REALLY KNOW’S
WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH.
Nobody knows what I am
Going through. I try to
Pray to the Lord. But I
Am still sad and blue.
I really don’t know what
To do. My dad say’s everything
Will be alright. But I still feel
Like nobody really knows
What I am going though.
I KNOW THE LORD LOVE’S ME.
I know the Lord loves me.
But I am so upset. I
Listen for the Lord to
Call my name. I know
The Lord loves me. I
Hope I will feel better soon
Because….I know the
Lord Loves me.
WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE
MYSELF FEEL BETTER?
What can I do to make me
Feel better? I am so down
And feeling depressed.
I have no clue what to do.
I even asked the Lord too.
All I want to do is sleep
All day because I don’t feel
Like myself. I keep telling myself
That everything will be alright.
My question is? What can I
Do to make myself feel better?
I KEEP HAVING BAD DREAM’S
I keep having bad dream’s
I don’t know what to do.
Is there really a “Devil” in me?
I am so sad and depressed I want
The Lord to forgive me because
I feel this way. I have no clue why
I feel this way. I don’t know why
I having bad dreams. It’s scaring me.
THERE IS A LONG BLACK TRAIN.
The is a long black train.
To take us way up high.
There is a long black train
Waiting for us. There
Is a long black train to
Help us find our way
To the Lord….
There is a long black train.
I AM SO LONELY BECAUSE SHE WENT AWAY.
She was my best friend in school.
When she was 12 the Lord took
Her away. I am so lonely because
She went away. I can’t help but
Feel so lonely. I miss her sweet
Smile and her laughter. I am missing
Her so. But I was only 8 years old.
I am so lonely with out her beside me.
I am so lonely because she went away.
I AM A LOST LITTLE GIRL.
I am a lost little girl.
I was so hurt back then.
Now it hirts even more.
Because the truth hurts
Even more. I was a lost
Little girl then and I am
One now because now I
Just found out the truth.
So I am asking the Lord
To help me get back on my
Feet and carry me away.
So I won’t feel this way
Anymore…….
I am a lost little girl.
LORD PLEASE TELL ME
EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT.
Lord please tell me everything
Will be alright. I am so upset.
I have bad dreams at night.
And I don’t know why.
I am scared something
Might happen. So I am
Praying and saying.
Lord please tell me
Everything will be alright.
.DON’T WAKE ME.
Don’t want me I want
To sleep. Don’t wake me
I want to tell you a story.
Don’t wake me he is
Holding me. Don’t
Wake me he is saving me.
Don’t wake me.
HE IS SAVING ME FROM “HIM”
He is saving me from
“him” I don’t want to
Be bad and get into
Trouble that is why he
Is saving me from “him”
I really don’t understand
Why this is happening.
I feel so lost. I hope he
Will be here soon. he
Is saving me from “Him”
I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY I FEEL THIS WAY.
I don’t understand why
I feel this way. I am
So sad and depressed
I want “Him” to tell
Me everything will
Be alright. I can’t
Help myself because
I am so depressed. Maybe
If they read this they will
Understand why I feel
This way. Because
I don’t understand why
I feel this way.
I MISS HER NOW MORE THEN ANYTHING.
When I was 7 she took me
Into her loving arms.
She adopted me when
I was 10. She was sent
To the Lord when I was 13.
Now I am 27 and I am missing
Her so. I want to ask her why
She told me lies just to get
Me back. I am not mad at her.
I miss her more then anything
Because she raised me the way
I am today. I am just sad
Because she was sent away.
Because the next Sunday is
Mothers day. Right now…
I miss her more then anything.
I KNOW SHE IS WATCHING ME.
I know she is watching me.
When I was 13 she went
To Heaven. I wish I could
She her now. And tell her
How my dreams came true.
I can feel her with me right
Now. Because I know she
Is watching me . I wish she
Could see my little baby boy now.
I am sure she see him too.
She would love to be
His nana too. I want
To cry because I miss her so
But…….
I know she is watching me.
CITY OF ANGELS.
All around Heaven there
Are Angels. They fall
From the sky to help
People that die. There
Is a city of angels way
Up high in the Heavenly
Sky’s. teaching the new
Angels how to fly.
City of Angels.
WHEN HE TOOK HER AWAY.
I was only 8 when he
Took her away. She
Was always there for
Me no matter what.
I was sad when she
Was sent away. I
Didn’t know what
Was going on. I was
Upset with him when
He took her away. I felt
So alone because she
Was really gone. No more
Laughter on the playground
At school. I don’t hate him now.
But I was upset with him
When he took her away.
I HOPE HE IS UNDERSTANDING.
I hope he is understanding.
This is my first time for this.
Everybody says he is understanding.
I really don’t know him that well.
All I do is cry. And I don’t know why.
I am really hurting inside. Maybe he is
Understand I really don’t know.
So I am hoping and praying he is.
Understanding.
I DON‘T UNDERSTAND WHY I AM SO SLEEPY.
I don’t know why I am so
Sleepy. Someone told me that
I had the “Devil” in me. It made
Me mad because that it wasn’t
True. I am depressed that is why
I am so sleepy. I have other things
Wrong with me. I don’t understand
Why I can’t sleep. I was up and
Down all night. I am scared that
My kitty cat might die. I have
No clue why. I am hoping I feel
Better soon. Because I have no
Clue why I am so sleepy.
I WANT TO GO TO SLEEP.
I want to go to sleep
But something is bothering
Me . I don’t understand why.
I want to go to sleep but
My brain won’t let me. Maybe
It’s because I am almost down
With this book. Maybe when
I am done all I want to do is sleep.
I AM FEELING BETTER.
I am feeling better because
I am getting my feelings out.
I am almost done and maybe
Everything will be alright.
I really don’t know why I
Was feeling that way.
But I am feeling better.
.TINY HAND’S EVERYWHERE.
Tiny hands everywhere.
I don’t really know
How they share
As they pray to the
Lord on their hands and
Knees. They ask the Lord
To forgive them please.
I smile at them because I
Know he is watching.
When they are done
They kiss me goodnight.
And I have to remember
Tiny hands everywhere.
.
LITTLE CHILDREN EVERYWHERE.
Little children everywhere.
The Lord is watching the
Children. Little children
Everywhere. I wonder
If he will send a Angel
To over them. Maybe
It will be a her or a him.
Only the Lord knows.
Little children everywhere
I WAS WONDERING IF ANYBODY
WILL EVER SEE HIM?
I was wondering if anybody
Will ever see him? He gave
Up his only son to save
His children from any sins.
I was wondering if anybody
Ever see him? I know he
Is with you and me. When
We are feeling down and blue.
He will send me one of his
Angels just for you. Maybe
Nobody ever see’s him. It’s
A hard question. I was wondering
Is anybody would ever see him?
I MISS MY FRIENDS THAT
WENT TO HEAVEN.
I miss my friend’s that
Went to heaven. I guess
It was their time to go. But
I really miss them so.
I was so young when
She died. And he died
Before I could say goodbye.
I even had a dream about
Him. I miss my friends that
Went to heaven. The Lord
Will take good care of them.
But still….
I mss my friends that went to heaven.
I MET SOMEONE NEW.
I met somebody new
When I was in high
School. She is my best friend.
But I still remember my
Childhood friend. She is
Up in heaven watching me.
I wish she could be with
Me. I don’t know why I
Am feeling blue about her
Being gone. I know she
Is next to me. So I can
Meet someone new.
WHEN SHE WENT AWAY.
When she went away I cried.
And asked the Lord why?
She was my best friend.
We always played with
Each other on the play ground.
Just her and I. when she went
Away. I never got to say goodbye.
Now I am grown up I know she
Is watching me.
When she went away.
Even though times are tough I still
think there are angels watching us.
Even though times are tough
and I feel some times I want
to give up. I know they won’t
give up. They put a smiling on
my face even when I am feeling
blue. Even though times are tough
I still think there are angels watching us.
Angels are crying
When it rains the
Angels are crying
They are sad because
You are sad. The
Angels are crying.
Poetry
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God is so good, His angels are round about His children no doubt. His tears and His blessings flow from heaven above in abundance for each one of us. Enjoyed reading, thanks for this post.
You are so welcome I would post my other poetry book but I don’t want to lose my reviews but when I am done with the book I will message you one here and tell you where you can look it up it’s called he is watching over you and me I started writing about the lord in poetry because I felt so lost I should have it published soon thank you you really made my day0❤