Why can’t anyone see me
The pain I carry everyday has caused so much
If only I could go back and change everything
People would see me the lies of my past still haunt me no matter how bad I wish it would stop
Noone can see me being beaten and broken down by those who should’ve cared
Being betrayed and played by those I trusted
I cease to exist to those who refuse to see me to see the loving person I am
The person who can and would be so much more
If only people saw me the thoughts that cross my mind turn into nightmares at night
Waking up screaming for the man I needed the most
The first person who never seen me
My heart aches for compassion and is greated by judgement and rejection
Crying out for it all to end and bring me peace because then and only then would I know if anyone actually loved me
Poetry