I take my coffee with half and half”
When it comes to people I look at them like dominoes.I place each person neatly ahead of myself.Then carefully walk on egg shells so they won’t fall.As the population grows one dominoe placed after another are put down.I carefully place my heart in the middle where they can see it but cant reach.A lesson.An illusion that I’m reachable.I was born since birth marked as unteachable.Fall in order one after one.All alike all meet the same fate.All have to carry there own weight.Blindly chasing.Stuck in line until they figure out what there waiting for.What there breathing for.Passion is in fashion.So get creative instead of falling face first into a puddle.As you hit your face.I jump and it’s a million miles deep.Unlike the elite the sheep.There shadows are overlapped.There reflections carbon copy of what followed them yesterday into the present.Before they all looked into my eyes they claimed they have never seen a sun rise.It shines through my iris.Then as I sleep the moon becomes alive shining through my eyelids.Between the moon and the sun I am the star that has won.I am the one who will forever run carrying a gun.Between the identical line between the dark and the light.Half and half has proving me right.Keeping me alive.Ill always walk the rope in between fear and hope.An angel showed me.How sacred a touch is.How unbelievable life was.All I did was complain even though I had everything what a shame.Then the moment the angel caressed my face I saw everything for what it truly was.Every question I had since I was a little kid.The angel showed me my grandmas tears how many I caused for years.How my dad really felt.How I still tortured him for not being there.The realization the acceptance.The truth came raining down on me like 1000 pound boulders.That I had the world my family on my shoulders.That I never had to be alone.But I chose to shut them out and stay depressed.The angels gave me a crown and just like that I was gone.The crown represented that I had a life of a queen and never realized it until I was deceased I only apologized as was bleeding out.Fear took over me.Then the darkness said he knew me.It was a old familiar feeling.As it consumed me it felt right.But
I decided I was gonna win this fight.The devil had already got 26 years my eternity would be mine.as I stomped him down the crying and screaming I heard gave me shivers down my spine I realized I was blessed Jesus saved my soul.A dead man walking.In heaven now its been a year.I was cured of human emotions.Of the unforgivable potion.
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