Doubtful
Today I’m feeling doubtful and I just don’t know what to do
I’m worrying and trying to imagine how things are going to work out
Because my doubts got me feeling sad and blue
On one hand I want to look ahead
But so much has been done and said
On the other hand I can’t help but to look back
At the wrong, the hurt and all the attacks
I’m fighting today with good and bad
I’m trying my best to hold in the tears that’s making me so sad
I need the lord’s help in every way
My heart is broken I must say
Why is my day going like this
Why is my day going amiss
It’s because my hurt is speaking so
And my heart I just don’t know
I’m having good and bad thoughts in my mind today
The good is worthy of my thoughts but the bad, I need to put away
My hurt has my heart caught and today I’m full of doubt
My doubts are keeping my pain
And my heartache still remains
Today I’m feeling doubtful and I just don’t know what to do
I’m fighting very hard to keep myself together
I’m trying to hold on to the good too
But the bad and doubts are very clever
I’m fighting today with good and bad thoughts
On one hand I’m confused
On the other I feel abused
I’m fighting today with good and bad thoughts
My mind is running all over and is full of doubt
Poetry