Listen to me (as there’s a drumroll in the background)
there’s nothing I can’t hear
I can’t trust myself nearly
and I’ve been living in my own fear
Hear me now (sounds of gunshots go off)
you’re my enemy
fear me as guns blow
and now you’re deadly
I’ve cried aloud to hear you once more
and it’s saddening to my eyes
for that, I must go and say goodbye dear (I left to go someplace else)
no matter how worse you’ve do lies
You’ve cried when I left you all alone (sounds of people weeping)
and I can’t become the man I have to be
I’ve cried and I am a creation of my own
you and I have been living in my world so madly
I’ve seen you crying on the day I left
please tell me how can that be?
I’m in woe and shock as I shot myself in the chest (there are gunshots blasted)
Oh, dear can’t you see?
Blame me for leaving you so much
I’ve cried when I can’t be here
you’ve seen my weakened side of righteous
and I must leave once more (I walked out the door)
Asking why haven’t you’ve seemed to care?
and you aren’t the type of person I’ve known
it’s scaring me that you don’t have such a fear
when I’ve been leaving you at your bedside at home
Deary, I need you more than you’ll ever need me
and my deep sadness has me thinking suicidal (I try to pick up a knife and slit my throat but couldn’t)
I’ve cried at my own misery
because I belong in a casket and you at my funeral
Sadly this is the end and I can’t go on anymore
and you’re leaving me with no choice
but I’ve cried when I’ve seen you like this before
please don’t make me listen to this crazed voice (I took my life after I had no choice but to do it)
Poetry