When my thoughts go dark and all looks purely bleak
When the mid morning fog rolls in and overwhelms my soul
Count me as one for the lost, For today I am leaving my post
I am no use to you like this anyways
At least that’s the excuse I give myself, my reason for escape
No room for grateful positivity, just the tones of a sad soft melody
It feels as if my heart is secreting toxic poisons
Waves of your sweet seductive words, “Just give up,” you say
Who will even care anyways, your life’s a loss and nothing but a hollow haze
You fill me with these appealing lies and misery
Make me believe that nothing is destined to come but calamity
But today I refuse your torment, you will not pierce into this holy tent
How I wish you would run away and die a lonely death
For all the days of heartache, hours of loathing, minutes of pain
Today your wicked reign comes to a close and I have destroyed my greatest foe
Today is your last day
Today is a new day
Today is my first day
Poetry