Almost a year has passed since you’ve been gone. I was so unsure how I would keep it together or if I could move on.
With all the insanity and persistence, I tried like hell to make it right. To speak our love back into existence and not give up the fight.
The thick fog of deceit became too much to fix the trust that was broken. I still can’t help but miss your touch along with the loving words that were spoken.
In the end your inner demons won and I knew you had to leave. With painful understanding I let you go with months like eternity to grieve.
I admit I am lonely at times with you so far away. But I am at peace, surrendering the turmoil for hope that’s renewed with each day.
Poetry